How to heal from this
I remember him pointing out how his ex and his colleague had a lotttt (emphasis on a lot) of guys chasing them. Then, after a year, he recently tried to diminish my worth by asking, in such a cunning tone, "Who chases you?"
God, I was devastated.i allready struggled sooo much in this relationship and comparison etc
I had done so much for him. Because he wanted to be with me, I kept giving him chances. He didn't block his ex or his colleague for me, but I did so much whenever he felt insecure about my male friends.
And then he did this to me.
I'm trying to heal myself, but I don't know how someone I loved so much could constantly praise other women while putting me down like this.
His own bestfriend fell for me.. but he'll just push me down and down
I'm just dumb, and I hate this for myself.
He even looked at other women all the time... checked out every fucking girl walking by.
I hope life humbles him I get so angry and rageful sometimes idk how to heal