Proocessor: 12th Gen Intel(R) Core(TM) i5-1235U
Installed Ram: 8GB
Graphics card: Intel(R) Iris(R) Xe Graphics
Storage: 161/238GB
I currently have Persona 5 Royale, Hollow Knight and some visual novels
m always thinking about food everytime, i want to be able to beat my longest fast of 72h, but i keep failing and im feeling disappointed
I'm never going to get testosterone even though I came out at 12 since my parents never supported me, I see almost everyone on T except me. There's a waiting list for the NGS, but it takes years. I know there's other options like DIY and private, but I have no money either. It makes me just wanna cry so bad, it's not fair. I'm so lonely and miserable. Don't even know what's the point.
Since I'm 18, I wanted to have a chance to try get a bf and make friends, but I want to do it as a male. I just feel fake when I'm around other guys, it's not fair. I hate myself
Feeling dysphoria as hell, I am Trans (FtM) and I can't go on T right now because I don't have enough money for GenderGP and such other sites. I think I'm on a waiting list, but that's going to take years for a response and I don't want to wait that long. Is there anything I can do? I already pass as a male usually, but I look like a young boy and seeing guys close to my age looking older makes me feel fake.