Did you develop your life during ot after quitting?
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I'm stuck in a shitty situation where I have no one around me, and I've whittled down my hobbies, interests, and attention span to the point where I just scroll on my phone, not even really interested on that content.
Problem is, I'm shit at what I used to like to do, like drumming, guitar, looking at classic cars and martial arts. So I don't have the patience to learn from the beginning, I'm getting frustrated and trying to rush ahead. I go to the gym almost every day and that helps eat clean, but aside from that my life is pretty dead.
I want to stop straight up, but if i do that i instantly turn to hard drinking, which i almost never do when im smoking, and i can do that for a few days before crawling back to weed. Its obvious im trying to avoid getting my life in order anyway i can. You can tell that it feels almost impossible without anything meaningful around me. I'm trying to convince myself that I can temporarily smoke while I take the steps to get my life together, which I know is bs. But it still made wonder if anyone managed to grab some kind of lifeline to hoist themselves up on which made quitting a lot easier?