I am starting my journey and holy cow i would never say to someone to "heal" Nobody can prepare for it
People lie, healing is outcome, process is hell, how many horror stories happend this way?
Suddenly when i can't defend myself everyone is so brave with cruel words for shit that doeant matter
Like they enjoy my reactive, weak state
Im so fxuking devastated, i supported them and didnt judge, but when its my turn i have to get myself together because im talking too much about my pain
Shittalking to my face, but when doctors comes in they fake empathy
I wish i made thia shit up
Like ofc im talking aboutmyself only right now bitxh my mind is not there baby
Wanted to take my mind off and got pissed inst3ad great friends lmaoii
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It sucks so bad, i wish i had normal family
Its so fucked up
Had serious operation, im in pain and they are triggered by expressing it
Even my siblings are doing this, like wtf is wrong with them, go to hell.