u/Illustrious-Pop-5572

I blocked my exmate who showed high dark tetrad traits. this was 6 days ago, he texted my mum on the first day to ask whats going and and if im ok, my mum respnded, and he said thank you, then a few hours later said " i appreciate it" again, then another 8 hours later he texted again asking what happened, she said i wasnt saying much, then he said "i hope the best for him". The next day this is what he texted my mate for me and my other mate to read whos also blocked him about 6 - 9 months ago "Honestly bro just tell them both that im sorry for being such a cunt to them both i dont deserve friends as good as them for me and read that word for word because they were great mates to me and I fucking ruined it and im going to keep reuining shit im my life but can you just atleast tell them im sorry for being a dick to them" then a couple days later he texted my mum after one of my other mates told him what i said to them about why i blocked him, and my exmate then texted my mum saying how he heard that i said he was manipulative (which i did because he is) and that he wants to call her to tell her what he heard. my mum said she doents want to get in the middle and it seems like him and my mate are talking about me. and he reponded that he isnt saying anything about me and that hed "literally never talk behind my back" (which he has done, my other mate told me, calling my a nobody and all sorts if other stuff). and then after that he said all hed ever say is positive stuff and its my choice and he doesnt run my life. Hes sent my mum 13 messages in 5 days.

It seems like most people I encounter are either fake and trying to use me or are a genuienly bad person. even without trying, its like they're attracted to me. every girlfriend, 95% of my friends ive had, most of my own family. but why?, all I try to do is help and be nice, or give helpful advice and improve people but i get slapped in the face for it. im honestly done, im only 16, i should be enjoying my teenage years, these have been the worst years yet. and the only thing everyone tells me is that it gets worse and worse. everything promised to me as a child is a total lie to make me feel better. Even if i want to get "help" i just talk shit with a psychologist who puts me on meds straight away, and people say "but you don't have to take them", then whats the point of going to get help. I just dont know anymore, i dont see anything for myself in the future especially the way the worlds going with ai and wars and fucked up shit. All im seeing too is that its basically impossible to get any job with any certificates or qualifications and even if you get the job, you get paid chicken scratch. I dont want to work for 60 years and get nothing out of it, i see elderly people with no money and struggling all the time. So really whats the point of any of this bullshit. Your born, get subconsiously altered and brainwashed by everything that happens to you. Go to school which is just brainwashing and mostly bullshit anyways that doesnt teach anything important, get thrown into a job you hate, and repeat for 60 years,retire and live miserably for maybe 5 or 10 if your lucky, and die. Wow how exciting corporate slavery. And it doesnt help all our food, water and air is poisoned with all sorts of toxic stuff which is actively designed to destroying people and keep them hooked. Everything just feels so artificial and produced for the mass sheep to consume. And most people never even blink an eyelid to any of it all, they just sit there watching tv drinking beer and eating cheetos, sleep and then they go to work for 12 hours and repeat. It honestly sickens me how most of the world can go on and act like everything is nirmal when we has pdfs eating and r4p1ng children, active agendas by world governments to completely control everything about everyones lives, start depopulation through toxic shit in food, water and air. Erase private money and land and etc, theres so many more things i could say but everyone acts like nothings happeneing and your just a lunatic for thinking like that. I hate everyone in this world, fucking evil fake ass world.