u/ImaginationSingle368

I don't want my parents to know but I still definitely need help. I tried reaching out to a teacher last year but that shit ended terribly. He basically told me that I am strong and that I can manage it. Yeah you piece of shit, I managed it by cutting myself every other day for the entire year. I don't want to ask my parents. I have been clean for almost a month but I fear i will break the moment I am put in a stressful situation again. Who do i ask for help if not my parents?

PS I don't have a school counselor or smth

I accept them as a part of my being but I don't really like them. They are so short and weird. I cant wear clothes that show my shoulders/ upper arm cause of them but when I look at them they just look weird. They aren't deep, they are just bumps on my arm that are partially visible

I am sorry if this ain't the right place to post this. I am looking to do some online courses (if possible free) to build my resume. My degree takes a lot from me so maybe a course which I could do on Saturdays and Sundays or are not too time taking? But if they are long courses then I can do them during the summer.