u/Incognito_spice

It has no accidents and it’s listed at 14995cad.. seems a little steep. What do you guys think?

I’ll be honest, This is the first streak in a long time that I’m not lying to my self about it. In what feels like all my streaks of the past I’ve peeked and edged and I guess that was stabilizing the urges.
Now since I haven’t I feel I’m going through everything I should be going through and it is not easy what’s so ever. I feel like a caged animal as corny as that may sound.
I’m angry about how horny I am how i literally feel the control it truly has over my whole body and mind. I’ve always had a great sex life alongside my bad habit and now something feels seriously different in a good way. I guess im feeling some positive effects.
Although I also feel like completely shit… these “withdrawal symptoms” are the real deal I swear. Everything that we are struggling with is so real, and it’s so clear to me now how serious this is.

I’ve been seriously considering going to SAA meetings maybe you guys should too… if you have what’s your experiences?

I’ll be honest, This is the first streak in a long time that I’m not lying to my self about it. In what feels like all my streaks of the past I’ve peeked and edged and I guess that was stabilizing the urges.
Now since I haven’t I feel I’m going through everything I should be going through and it is not easy what’s so ever. I feel like a caged animal as corny as that may sound.
I’m angry about how horny I am how i literally feel the control it truly has over my whole body and mind. I’ve always had a great sex life alongside my bad habit and now something feels seriously different in a good way. I guess im feeling some positive effects.
Although I also feel like completely shit… these “withdrawal symptoms” are the real deal I swear to god. Everything that we are struggling with is so real, and it’s so clear to me now how serious this is.

I’ve been seriously considering going to SAA meetings maybe you guys should too… if you have what’s your experiences?

I just came across this r/loveafterporn and honestly it makes me sick to my stomach. Makes me feel so terrible. Some of them don’t seem to completely understand the hold this addiction actually has on some of us. But no matter we all need to be better for ourselves and the people around us. Please go ahead and check out that Reddit thing^ it brought tears to my eyes. Wish I knew something like that existed sooner. It’s really motivating the things they say. Trust me.