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uh, so something i have expereinced in my head is something i like to call "freindship crushes" where i kinda watch someone (ik it seems like stalking but i just cant walk up to them. oh and also, im a minor. its still kinda creepy sounding but, eh) and based on their clothing, voice, and/or style i figure out if they are a good friend. ex: i have this one girl at school who likes to wear glitch merch, actively talks about it/sings little snippets of a show.(i heard them singing tadc main theme) and i cant stop thinking about them. its not romantic. its just like, "how tf will i talk to them?" "they are the PERFECT friend for me" and yeah. have any of you expereinced this? and One love!

So, my freinds think I am a woman. I mean, I AM a woman but they JUST call me she/her. none of the other ones and I want to let them know im fine with any pronoun. I also have kinda the appearance of a man; just to the point where strangers kindly ask me. but sometimes my friends say "oh he's not going" and im jolly thinking they finally get it (ive never told them yet but I assumed they got the context clues). but then another one says "she's not a man." and I start to say "oh I'm fine wi-" and the other does the repeated apology thing, and I get a lump in my throat (S.A.D) and cant talk without breaking down. any suggestions? sorry if I put too much.

lil' cyn drinking oil

this took me WAY too long, but i did it! who should i do next? (tell me what they should be doing too. EX- uzi shooting railgun) also, sorry if there is some stuff getting cut out. i did this with a mouse. it was pain.