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I am literally getting these kind of msg from someone i dont even know

Like people can go lower and lower i never get such type of message i am feeling helpless

Its just scary like i didn't even do something but still i dont know how to handle it

Like this guy is unnecessarily abusing me for absolute no reason i am feeling scared i have reported his message and blocked him

Manifesting good grades ✨️🫂🧿😁💗

Everyone take aarti please 🙏😭😁

Edit - please ganpati bappa let me pass my chemistry exam please 😭🙏😁

So as you all know result can arrive anytime soon so i thought i should manifest too as a science student

🔥 ONE LAST MANIFESTATION FOR CBSE 12TH RESULTS 🔥

results are almost here guys 😭📚

so one final manifestation before the big day ✨✨

MAY EVERY STUDENT PASS WITH GOOD MARKS 💯🙏

MAY ALL SCIENCE STUDENTS ACE PCM/PCB 🧪➕🧬

MAY COMMERCE STUDENTS SLAY ACCOUNTS & ECO 📈💸

MAY HUMANITIES STUDENTS GET THE MARKS THEY DESERVE 📖🌍🎨

MAY EVERYONE GET GRACE MARKS & EASY CHECKING 😭🛐

MAY EVERY PARENT BE PROUD ❤️

MAY ALL THE HARDWORK FINALLY PAY OFF 🍀✨

80% WALE GET 90% 💯

90% WALE GET 95% 🚀

AND THOSE WHO ARE SCARED JUST PASS PEACEFULLY 😭🙏

SABKA RESULT ACCHA AAYE 🛐

SABKA COLLEGE MIL JAYE 🎓✨

NEGATIVE ENERGY DOOR HO JAYE 🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿

CLAIM THIS POSITIVE ENERGY ✨✨✨

🧿🧿🧿🙏🙏🙏🍀🍀🍀💯💯💯

regardless of marks, proud of everyone for surviving class 12 😭❤️

So to keep you all updated about the accountability post i posted before i have cut down all the distraction mostly and now if i genuinely going to be real with you i have set timer on Instagram reels the time is for 35 mins and i have clicked not interested on negative sad political podcast over information type content on Instagram i am just using Instagram for as a only source of entertainment right now because i like watching reels ngl about that

Now the real issue i am facing in my life right now is MALADAPTIVE daydreaming like as i previously mentioned in my post that i cut down the main source of MALADAPTIVE daydreaming that is music with lyrics and now even after cutting that i am unable to stop it like whenever i am doing anything like basic things for example brushing teeth i am subconsciously or consciously doing MALADAPTIVE daydreaming like idk what is happening and even at night if i want to sleep i am doing MALADAPTIVE daydreaming like i am unable to sleep without doing it

I used to think its normal i have been doing it since childhood to fall asleep and i didn't know that this called MALADAPTIVE daydreaming i didn't used to be that addicted to this i was only doing to sleep but now i am doing it everytime and that is a problem so if any of you have gone through this can someone give me some advice on how to stop it genuinely i am facing problem and its messing up with my sleep schedule too please if you can advice on how to stop it it would be wonderful 😭

The son

I watched this movie and its horrible like disgustingly horrible again proving my point that people who are not sure to take responsibility shouldn't become parents at all now fuck of to those people who think i am wrong you cant prove me wrong

This shitty movie has proved exactly why i hate people who are selfish and doesn't want to take accountability of their actions. So for summary

Peter leaves his wife Kate and starts a new life with another woman, Beth. The movie makes it pretty clear that Peter emotionally cheated before the divorce, and Nicholas — their teenage son — never really recovered from it. Peter acts like the breakup was just “one of those things,” but Nicholas sees it as his dad abandoning the family for a new life and a new baby.

Nicholas becomes deeply depressed, stops going to school, and basically feels invisible. Peter keeps trying to “fix” him with talks, routines, and optimism, but he never fully understands how badly his cheating and absence damaged his son emotionally. The movie’s point is that Peter wants to be a good father without fully facing what he actually did. And that shitty woman [ homewreckor] literally knew that Nicholas dad peter is married at the time but she still chose to cheat even though she knew peter is married and have a baby the audacity of some people makes me want to beat the shit out of them . Like what were you thinking bitch how could you do such a thing

Nicholas reached his breaking point because he couldn't overcome the fact that how his dad have abandoned his mom and him and cheating and all that have left him to be suicidal and depressed

So in the movie one of the scene where his dad say to Nicholas that when you hurt yourself it feels like you are hurting me and Nicholas told him that when you hurt my mom you were hurting me his dad got defensive and he said so what if i fell in love with another woman asshole that was cheating you piece of shit and he also said so i am gonna put exactly what he said i stayed with your mother for years for your sake okay asshole why did you marry her then and why had kids when you didn't love her should have used protection instead of being a pain in ass to Nicholas and he said is it because i fell in love with another woman asshole you cheated on your wife when you were married and then you abandoned her and your kid for that homewreckor and then he goes on like after everything i have done for you motherfucker you chose to bring him into this world what the fuck are u saying and he also say i have the right to invent my life yeah you absolutely do have the right not denying there but you do not have the right to reinvent yours when you literally abandoned two people and caused them emotional trauma

Thats why say please dont have kids if you know you are not responsible enough it become very difficult to manage one's emotion when a person has to go through such things emotionally in childhood it leaves them empty and feeling like they could never be happy because you chose to abandon them without even being considerate of others feelings how selfish of a human being you can become

I absolutely despise and hate people who cheat on another pure hearted human being regardless of gender and i absolutely despise those parents who just after giving kids the lifetrauma say things like oh why i paid for everything you have and yeah kids dont want only your financially support they also want you be present in their and their mother life emotionally too i hate such people dont have kids if you cant take responsibility as simple as that how difficult that concept can be

My dad never wanted to marry but then his family forced him and he never treated my mom in a good way like never i hate him because my mom deserves better than him

I just wanted to have this frustration out of my chest

Forgive me if i had intentionally or unintentionally hurted your feelings or been inconsiderate i just hope that people who are adults just take things responsibly not selfishly and please dont say to your kids oh i deserve to live and so we dad how can you fucking forget that i hate you

And why i am writing this post he literally took my mother to court today i mean after everything my mother done for you in this 20 years of marriage you have the fucking audacity to say i want to live i dont care about those kids i mean he mean me and my little brother who is about to 13 this year and me who is going to be 18 i hate such irresponsible piece of garbage of a human being that my grandmother has done to not abort i hate people who have the fucking audacity of telling me that he is too innocent i mean fuck you all bitches and motherfucker relatives you dont know shit dont just go babbling and using that fucking mouth of yours to say anything you don't know shit about fuck all my relatives who have done my mom wrong i hope you all rot in hell

My mom is such a pure soul to put up with such fucking bitches and motherfucker but i am not a pure soul and i am not a saint i am a hater and i hate the people who hurt others knowingly that the person they are saying bad things about was never the problem i am just waiting to be financially independent so that i can cut every connection off with such fucking people in my life

Thanks for reading anyways bye 😁 i am feeling much better and i don't care if you think i am wrong in this post because what my mother has gone through no one knows so you all better shut your mouth into giving me advice that i shouldn't hate such people because of those people and obviously my dad my mother commited sucide thrice

I want to apologies to my ownself for letting people walk all over me and for letting them point out my insecurities and disrespect me i am so sorry to my ownself

I am taking changes into building my personality for my own betterment its funny even though i just had my mental breakdown last night because some people who meant a lot to me have suddenly changed and that made me left empty in my own heart

I am not gonna be a people pleaser anymore and will eventually letting people go 🙃 because wtf i can do about it i am not gonna stress about something i clearly cannot control

My parents are literally fighting right now and its making me feel like when its gonna end but i have to stay positive because i know i have to be strong so that i can be financially independent

I am sorry to my ownself for crying over those people who didn't gave me closure on why the bond suddenly broke anyways what happened has happened nothing can change that i just need to learn to control myself better emotionally so that i can take changes in my life for better

I hope i dont dissappoint myself anymore because i have let myself down many times because i wanted those people to stay and thats why i become a people pleaser

I am so sorry to my own self i am genuinely sorry to my self i just want to love myself more and stop with these self negative talk

I mean i get why i am like this because when you have emotionally unavailable father and emotionally unstable mother that left you with troubled emotion in your heart because then you find people outside your home who can make you feel seen and loved but i didn't get those right people that would made feel like i am loved and seen

I hope in future i get such people i am not losing hope at all i just hope everything worked out for me and i eventually learn to be my own person

I hope that i can stop this self hatred and eventually learn how to be belong to my ownself i just want everything to be better

Manifesting ✨️😁💗🫠💗

So i am trying to change little things in my life

So now that i am gonna be 18 in the month of august 2026 i want to look at life in a positive way which i have not been looking for like three years 🙃

And i decide to decide my 18 to fix own self

I didn't take my mental and physical health srsly thats why i am facing consequences of my own actions my physical health is cooked 🙃 whenever i stand i get this blackout like for 2 sec i see everything black due to having iron deficiency

And i am facing other issues in my health too which i cant name it here but i am taking medicine for that and my mental health is fucked too because of some not very good things in my life

But i have realised that being sad over my situation wont help me i have to make changes in my life even if it leaves me in some discomfort in initial days but i hope this time i can make those changes

I have a bad habit of going to my distraction on my phone like if i decide to make a list of things i dont wont do in my phone anymore i would end up doing it and then to give my self releif from my addiction actions i would delete my search history over and over again 🙃

Delete my YouTube history

Unlike all reels on Instagram

Reset my phone over and over again

Delete the apps that are distracting

Use app timer

Grayscale

Block apps

Nothing works for me so now i am trying to control my mind cause i cant keep running from taking actions in my life i want to dedicate my 18 for my own betterment

I have this bad habit of thinking about my childhood days, nostalgia and yes life before 2020 i mean idk why i do it but i just do so now this year i wont be making the same mistakes thats why i am posting online on reddit so that now that i feel like i have release whatever i have done wrong so i can take better responsibility of my life so yeah gonna update more hope you all dont mind me updating but this subreddit makes me feel good about making changes in my life so i will post it

Because in real life no one really gives a damn about me not doing very good in my life 😒 except my parents yeah they do care 🙃 and for them as i mentioned in my prev i do belong from dysfunction family but my parents are loving towards me even though they are not toward each other

They are the parents who should have gotten divorced but they have been together till now is because of the Indian society mindset and yeah of course their kids

Which they clearly dont mind thinking about when they are constantly fighting anyways

Manifesting changes

Idk how many of you gonna relate or gonna judge me

Well i just want to say since i belong from a dysfunction family i just want to run away from my home as soon as possible i am gonna turn 18 this year and i am literally scared that how longer i have to be this so called people i called parents now dont give me education about that you should respect your parents no i cant cause every kids deserve parents but not every parent deserves a kid

I just hate being with them its so fucking exhausting they really suck the life out of me i dont like being with these people

Like bro you had one job you couldn't even do that well like when you make decision to start a family then you should be responsible for whats coming

Now dont give me things like oh its their first time too oh well its my first being on this earth as a baby too you could expect responsibility from someone who had kids in their late 20s i am not kidding

Being with emotionally unavailable dad and emotionally unstable mom broke something inside of you

I just want to be financially independent as soon as possible i dont want to get marry in future thats the promise i made to myself i am just so done with seeing them that i am hating every parents who dump their emotion and trauma on their kids like fuck all of you i dont even care anymore

How can you do this srsly

My parents are fucking controlling too they control every thing i am so sick of it 😒 let me liveeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Oh how much i want to run away from this home god please help me

One day i will run away and i will never come back i promise i will never now you may think why am i being this rude well i cant tell you how many things have happened to me i srsly cant but only i knew how much i have indure in this lifetime i just hope once i get away from this home i get myself back

Manifestating happiness 😁😭

I lost my grandmother in the year 2021 . I didn't realise back then what i am losing but now i am 17 years old it feels so empty in the house without her i didn't realise how precious she was until she isn't around anymore. Why i am writing this post because in my family there used to be so many fights in family and my grandmother's son other than my father never treated her right because of her one son mistake she literally broke her leg because he pushed her and he didn't even realised his mistake and ever since this incident happened she became so weak and thats why she suddenly died in 2021 her death was not because of corona . I wish in another life she doesn't get those kids that she got in this lifetime no one deserves to treated like this i repeat no one . My father loved my grandmother dearly and he was the only one who took care of her from starting to end . Her other kids and their wife and their kid's kids never treated her right never talked with her she literally used to cry because of this i hope people like this get their karma because how could you treat your own mother like that its just so shameless.

The irony is that whenever they wanted money and their share in property they would literally act like saint . I hope that their own kids treat them like shit so they would realise how painful it was for her . I love you amma i really miss you i didn't realise that i dont have enough time to spend with you i am so sorry 😔 but i love you so much amma 💗

So well i am not a book person at all

So this is the first book i ordered just for timepass dont judge me but i just did it to see what happens after reading a book i know its weird reason but i did it anyway

Its a self help book which i later get to know that people who wants to read book should avoid the genre of self help book but i didn't know that 😅 so i ordered this book from meesho and when it arrive i wanted to return it but then thought why not give it a try soo the images i have posted above is the text and para from book and i need your opinion on this

I highlighted those text because i thought only these words or text are making sense in this book

So read the text in image and drop your opinion

For i would say this book basically revolve around the same thing that you should choose solitude and yeah dont expect much from people you are the only one that can do something about your life and friends are not like that in those movies we watch and yeah thats all

He literally said what i was thinking

The amount of pressure this youtube teachers are putting on all of us are too much when i was in class 10 th i used to watch shobit nirwan and Prashant kirad motivational video too because of them i used to think what they want me to think its like i dont have an opinion on what to do in my life anymore

I was doing whatever they were telling me this is the time people should stop watching such videos

Marks are not even that important as much as important physical and mental health is but these people make it seem like everything should be about scoring well in academics only they are milking content too much without even realising that their words are taking too much troll on one's mental health

Lets be honest we should not give that much important to class 10 th and these YouTube teachers