Spiritual in an "unspiritual" context
Over the past year or so, the most difficult thing for me has not been the research, personal practices, self-study, or finding the feeling of faith within my own body. The hardest part of my so called spiritual journey has been all the moments in between, when I've been surrounded by technology, people, and circumstances that don't progress or support my journey at all, and in fact, deter it.
This world, albeit whatever fundamental truth or reality we think exists beneath, within, or below it, truly does not permit a 100% "spiritual perfection." The goal, for me at least, is not to be a renounced monk, but to find a point of balance between the awesome shit that has come with modernity and the simplicity of the shit that has been here since the beginning of time. Sometimes I feel so certain of myself, and my path, what is good for me and what isn't, and then the next day I'm engulfed in the material world, head in my phone, eyes on the ground. It's become a duality for me, which is ironic because non-duality was the concept that first drew me into spiritual and philosophical exploration.
This internal battle has given me the inspiration for what I hope to be my life's work. Adapting older philosophical, religious, and spiritual ideas into the modern context, for people of any faith or stance to benefit from. I believe strongly that the space exists to be a connected spiritual being in a modern world. It's a space that I've felt myself in before, and it feels like home.
Yesterday, I made the leap to start this process of teaching, beyond my local classes. I published my first episode of my podcast, Tuned Up, which will be the guidebook to the above. If you're interested, you can check it out at the link below. I'd love to connect with anyone further, and hear how others have met this problem in their own lives.
Thank you for reading ❤️