got all the way down here to my first core, quartz in my backpack ready to go and i’m met with this. everything online says sylva unlocks with quartz but it won’t click in the spot. i can’t even find the symbol on the side of the podium in the resource pages. what do i do :(
smoking a bowl on the porch, i knocked my bong off the table and shattered the top of my downstem. it’s now stuck inside my bong and i have no idea how to get it out. didn’t even get to finish my bowl 😞
update: got the downstem out, but in the process chipped a hole in the bottom of my bong so it no longer holds water 🫠 L has been taken, new one already ordered and otw
I’m 23 and have been medicated for my mental health since I was 8. I’m currently on 3 different medications (Wellbutrin, Lexapro, Buspar) and while they do help with some things, I’ve felt the “plateau of happiness” very common with antidepressants for years among other symptoms and want to start exploring different avenues of healing. Recently I went to a festival and had the opportunity to try psilocybin. I’ve watched documentaries of people healing from trauma they’ve hold onto for years through shrooms, and I have cPTSD so I’ve always wanted to try it. I felt absolutely no effects, later finding out it was because my medication blocked all the serotonin. Friends kept telling me to cheer up thinking I felt left out not tripping with them, but I wasn’t doing it for that. I was so ready to maybe get the chance to see my trauma in a different light and find a crack that could help start to heal it after a lifetime of pain, medication, EMDR and TF-CBT that only got me so far.
The next morning I just looked at my meds and cried. Years of trying to find the right combination, the right amount, the right time. I’ve done so much work in therapy, it doesn’t feel like they’re helping more than hurting anymore. I know psilocybin isn’t the only avenue, but it’s one I’d like to try. There’s another festival in August where i’ll have the opportunity again, but I need to taper off my meds if I want to feel anything. I just don’t know how to bring it up to my therapist without her immediately going into harm reduction. The only personal issue I have is marijuana (which i’m working on), but there’s a lot of addiction in my family and I’m afraid she won’t understand I don’t want to do this to party even when it’s in a ‘party’ setting. How do I even begin to bring this up to her?
sometime in early middle school we were all playing stabscotch at the lunch table and my friend’s aim was off lol
I’m 23 and have been medicated for my mental health since I was 8. I’m currently on 3 different medications (Wellbutrin, Lexapro, Buspar) and while they do help with some things, I’ve felt the “plateau of happiness” very common with antidepressants for years among other symptoms and want to start exploring different avenues of healing. Recently I went to a festival and had the opportunity to try psilocybin. I’ve watched documentaries of people healing from trauma they’ve hold onto for years through shrooms, and I have cPTSD so I’ve always wanted to try it. I felt absolutely no effects, later finding out it was because my medication blocked all the serotonin. Friends kept telling me to cheer up thinking I felt left out not tripping with them, but I wasn’t doing it for that. I was so ready to maybe get the chance to see my trauma in a different light and find a crack that could help start to heal it after a lifetime of pain, medication, EMDR and TF-CBT that only got me so far.
The next morning I just looked at my meds and cried. Years of trying to find the right combination, the right amount, the right time. I’ve done so much work in therapy, it doesn’t feel like they’re helping more than hurting anymore. I know psilocybin isn’t the only avenue, but it’s one I’d like to try. There’s another festival in August where i’ll have the opportunity again, but I need to taper off my meds if I want to feel anything. I just don’t know how to bring it up to my therapist without her immediately going into harm reduction. The only personal issue I have is marijuana (which i’m working on), but there’s a lot of addiction in my family and I’m afraid she won’t understand I don’t want to do this to party even when it’s in a ‘party’ setting. How do I even begin to bring this up to her?