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he lied to me , he told me i was the one i was a special , he never felt this before , but he has so many lovers out there misses him to waiting for him , how sad and broken heart i am now , i was dancing from his love i imagined so many thing us together everywhere every time ,all gone now , i notice the change he changed he said hi to me like stranger , after long time i guess he fall in love with a new one , i was the one now i am no one , before it was fire now he is cold , is it goodbye ? no problem i used to that you all just use me then throw mw away

he lied to me , he told me i was the one i was a special , he never felt this before , but he has so many lovers out there misses him to waiting for him , how sad and broken heart i am now , i was dancing from his love i imagined so many thing us together everywhere every time ,all gone now , i notice the change he changed he said hi to me like stranger , after long time i guess he fall in love with a new one , i was the one now i am no one , before it was fire now he is cold , is it goodbye ? no problem i used to that you all just use me then throw mw away

Just realized i worth nothing to everyone family or other people who came into my life , i was just used for something , no one actually love me for me ,they just want something from me , or use me for something, all lied

i pay bills clean , or they see something i have they want to take from me , making fun of me or treat me like doormate i wish i can find a place to go and disapear from anyone but they taking my money all relashionships used me , i never know what love looks like how do women be treated when she really loved , i see movies and i say impossible how come they make me belive that hated treated bad fight or beaten up , used , ignored , ghosted , cheated on , making fun of, so other would lagh at you and i should laugh with them , always hearing all the bad words and i am nothing usless,garbage , not worth anything anyone else is better than me and that what become normal , i thought that is it relashionship or to be alone , both are the same anyway they disgusted of me , while i am the one who clean everything and they were smelling so bad , i wish i can disapear far in place have no one there silent and peace lol maybe after life out of earth

When you raised your kids alone all thier life and you are low income

When one turn 30 do you still support with everything. ?

What if. She have full time job. And you old now low income get used to be greedy

No matter how many times you talk ask for little help with rent , stuff ,

I don't have enough money left for me

I am not cold heart to kick her out I don't fight I just feeling so sad. Used. Treated bad

I am the one who clean and do everything but I say it is OK.

I don't have money as all my life paying everything alone

Disgusting father never paid a dollar

Even though he rich

She is turning to be exactly like him

She doesn't like me much

I don't know what to do

you made me sad , after all that time away , you came cold , you said hi like stranger

why you didnt even want to hugh me i thoght you missed me i should have known when you disapeared without saying anything , you said you were tired tired of new person love ,did they make tired , why did you changed with me i didnt do anything always in the same place waiting for you , but that is not fair , you have to tell me if you are done with me is it over?

dont be with me just for me ,dont be with me like you have to or you feel bad , or because of any reason if you stop loving me tell me be be honest straight forward , i hate games and lies

i thought your return will be so on fire and you missed me so much as you were before , i guess there is a new one i will wish you good luck if you think she is the one you love i am not pathatic ,or disprate i wasnt looking for anyone when i met you , i was fine alone it was better than getting hurt and heartbreaks again , so pls be honest

I heard something so beautiful any woman would love to hear, but but from the one she love

I wish it was from you , I can't push you or force you to do something you don't want to, I see very well how you changed , after Disappearing for long time, you push me away not to get to close

What happened?

I hope you you can let me know

Even after long time I was here waiting for you

Anyone else would leave

They say if a guy didn't contact you for week it is over

Is it over ?

Are you done with me ?

How come you get too close and you go too far ?

I think I talked enough

Don't do anything you don't want to

I just want to know

I guess more silence is also an answer

How can you heal from a human cancer?

I all my life fighting a human cancer not going away no cure , I think when you get cancer it is several years ,die or cure but how can I heal from this?

I escaped , moved from country to another he keeps finding me, police on his side , I don't have more money or energy to go anywhere , unless anyway. No one wants to help god or devil lol.

I survived many times by. Mirical :(

I guess some people will have misrable life and that what is it for them , no matter how hard they try to find love ,it is juts not there for them , they searched everywhere in the wrong people and they came out hurt ,disapointed , traumatized, i guess i just have it let go and surrender love is not in the cards for me , i shouldnt try too hard like that , shouldnt push people for love while they hate it not everyone is like me , people just care for money ,work community how they look in front of other fame , so manythings, since i was little girl used to love romantic movies and wish to find my other half and we do so much together , but that is not in real life i hurt myself trying to find that i showed love to psycopath and they destroy me thry tried all kind of harm , i used cry so much say why i only give you so much love :( now i am not young anymore but i cant be like those people i could still play like kids sing love songs and dance i am glad they didnt change me to evil but so tired so many scares and wonds bot sure will abble to heal this time , i wish i can collect what left in me and be okay again , i wish i can move from my place to it will help , i guess i have to stop not searching anymore it is not there for me .

I thought they loved me , because I was never loved. I didn't know what real love is , I accepted the bad treatment, abuse , pain, games, Disappearing when I have problems , or sick , ignoring, cheap financially or emotionally, only taking from me everything, until nothing left, lying but with others they care and give so much 100 %

They say how do you know if someone really loves you , you will know when you are in danger or difficult situation

I think I am done

How could you do all that to me ?

I loved you so much beyond normal I don't think anymore loved you like that before or for you to be thier desire

What can I do now

How can I forgive you?

Why. ?

I don't know what to tell people when they ask me are you single?

Truth is I am 247 alone when I look around there is no one there , but make you believe you have someone, for years and years. I am alone they give you the very little very minimum, just to keep you hanging there, you don't have me or anyone else, but I am with everyone trying them ,living my life, keeping you on side when it gets bad with them I come for 5 m. Some excitement ,then disappear, it is.my fault I take the little and take it seriously. Buld house full 58756r88of love and passion , waited months and months, years and years, hoping maybe maybe I stayed loyal I was saying I have someone to push people away , there is no ring in my hand, I never get a one gift. When it gets hard I am alone, i sleep every day alone, when I am sick in bed a lone , when no money I struggle alone , go around looking for jobs anything, when people ask me I say yes I have someone, someone only in my head

I am holding and hoping because before that was so much used and abused badly. Life telling me to be abused or to be alone no other choice for you,

Why I am so passionate loving romantic so much sensual ,sensitive and that what I get.

Just talking maybe it is my fault ,I am not heartless I could go have fun with people .

How can I change and stop caring

That is me

I should say upfront are you in or out ?

All in or all out please

But they act very well at first

I am not like that

I deserve better

why do people play games , break your heart on purpose ? when they know you have golden heart and loving so much , the one thing i want the most i could never have is love , i have been giving so much to the wrong people who come to me , i also never went to anyone asking to be with me , i am so romantic it sems curse , i have treated so bad and always say maybe they have problem , maybe will change , maybe it will work this time , i am so sad as i am not young anymore last heartbreak was recent it cut like a knife when i got stapped in the same old wond imagin the pain , i am very sensetive they use it against me , i feel others pain , i was honest and loyal but they never were to me , i feel sad for my best years waisted fighting with the wrong people , i guess men prefer hard feelings women who treat them with neglect and play games , but i couldnt change that is me childesh personality i can play with butterfly , dont have any friends lol , wanted to talk here just to get it out , i never know what love is or how does it feel to be loved , i thought what they did to me was love ,,i want to move away but the pain make me feel so sick and tired , it hurt everywhere , they all were narcassistic ,psychopath , the trauma never go away very sad

Why did they all hurt me, ?

Why would I give love but get pain in return , do th e y all know each other?

I know my ex sent the other one to destroy me , what about that one ?

I did love him , all I want in my life is to find real love , I give so much love to the wrong people

Why would I meet heartless people while I am all love I can't even hurt a bug. I love all nature. , I can feel and speak to any creature , did I come to the wrong planet?

I can't just be with anyone has bad energy I sense it

I am always alone. And it is fine

But when they come wake up the love then they hurt me and leave. So why ?

Why did you come at all

All I want is peace life love happiness

It seems so much. Lol.

Iam so sad so disappinted , i could never belive that all guys came to me were sent by my ex to destroy me and they did , i always wonder why they want to hurt me , i try to make them happy , i am full of love and romance doos heart love dancing and have fun in life , now all make sense , every time i say it will work this time and i work harder , but all drama and pain i never know how it feel when men love;s you , what is honeymoon looks like , i see guys holding hands of the women he love hugh her kiss her , take her out , i was doing that and they were hurting me ,lying , cheating in front of me , to tell me you dont matter , you are nothing , i loset all my money , my joy and hapiness , getting older , all i want is find safe haven , my heart broken many times , live now like zombie , drained lol

why good people meet evil sadistic , psychpath ,narcassistics

i am not if i will heal this time , i never talk to anyone i hide my sadness by laghing and talk about anything i never cry in front of anyone i just wanted to get it out

Enough is enough, I was never happy in my whole life, every time I say maybe he is the one maybe it will work this time, they just use me take so much from me ,take so much love then break my heart while leaving , just go leave me alone

I am done I am taking my broken heart and leaving

Not even sure if I'll heal