u/Informal_Hand_3081

I have chronic illnesses including hEDS, MCAS, POTS, endometriosis, + more. Af a blood clot few months ago, went to nearest ER due to concern ab it happening again. They ignored everything I said and said I was crazy. the attending went back in and edited the patient notes after I got out and added insane fabrications and lies I’m guessing bc I was complaining after being freed. Psych place tried to keep me 6 months had a court date scheduled but they didn’t anticipate my family thank god had the resources to get me out, even tho I barely talk to my parents and we don’t get along much my family wasn’t letting me stay in there they knew I wasn’t crazy and weren’t allowed to even visit me so they knew it was bullshit. I grew up Muslim. I can’t talk to my parents about this and I take sex very seriously. My assh*le bled in ways it’s never bled for over a month after I got out and I hate my private parts I hate them since then. I have never had an std before wasn’t even sexually active. It’s not fair I don’t even know who touched my body who went in how disgusting they were and it was done in a hospital ER by the staff that is the most fucking awful part. I don’t know how to keep going. Rlly I don’t want to kms I really don’t but I don’t know how to let it go it’s not fair my body is still hurting and I will forever have to check yes now when a medical questionnaire asks if I have had a sexually transmitted infection but I didn’t even do anything or consent to let alone remember the sex that gave it to me. I made a police report but detective ghosted me bc I guess it’s a big hospital w a lot of money and me vs doctors. Fuck. I used to be so social like very extroverted and now I can’t go to a grocery store bc it gives me too much anxiety.

If our universe is some sort of simulation, I personally have been resonating w a holofractal unified field theory myself: one thing in particular that kept bugging me has been wondering about how people who work w energy/manifestation/shamanism works when taking the stance of simulation theorists.
I think learning about higher dimensions and what is said about them in science just points more towards proof that higher being from those dimensions inaccessible to us would have more power
bc they have more access to everything at once
as science already defines 4D officially as continuous infinite space&time.

So I was thinking
If our simulation is sort of like us being trapped in 3D
Lets say the creators whatever whomever made this reality this universe everything for us
In the lens of a simulation
similar to how video game creators create cheat codes built into the game
not everyone knows or has access to someone else or a way even to know the cheat codes unless they somehow figure it out or someone else tells them
if someone decides to use cheat codes without telling anyone else they’re playing against
There is always going to be an ethical violation / potential debate/clash within the players of whether or not they played a fair game to win…

I don’t think all “cheat codes” to the simulation that is our universe are necessarily bad, I think holistic science/ healing kind of brings the biological laws of the universe down to a science and that knowledge can be applied for health benefits to individuals which should not be frowned upon in my opinion

there’s actual people who practice modern day magic. people have practiced rituals, voodoo, spells, prayers, chants, manifestations, and offered sacrifices to higher powers in return for material successes since the beginning of our time
I have personally seen things myself I cannot explain with logic alone.

What if those people just figured out some of the simulation’s cheat codes

I’m not saying any of this for certain or that this represents everyone who thinks about simulation theory’s thoughts. a more personal take / perspective on things for sure

Anyone seen the new Spider-Man marvel movie that recently came out?
Marvel has literally subliminally desensitized its fanbase to violence, unauthorized/ unethical govt operations, & fascist military propaganda.
I reluctantly went bc wanted to b social and do something normal but had to leave bc of the usual reasons this group can understand but also, even tho I didn’t even finish watching, the plot and everything was giving me ptsd anxiety just watching. It seems like the writers/ directors literally spent time on subs like this as well prob deeper mkultra research, and then thought of the plot for this movie. The level of discomfort I feel at the fact that these elite out of touch assholes are profiting more and more so much off of so many real people’s still ongoing trauma, making what we say seem even more like a conspiracy than real life bc it’s in a marvel movie, & making sm money off of whilst being praised for authentic original storytelling when none of the characters themes or storylines are remotely original or unique to us.
Everything goes so deep into corruption always every single rabbit hole it’s getting more and normalized too ugh feels heavy and difficult to digest.

Consciousness as Reception Framework

Consciousness is individually generated → therefore each branch-version is a distinct entity →
Consciousness is a singular field received through individual tuners → therefore “distinct entities”
are a perceptual artifact of localized reception → therefore jumping or Mandela effects can be
explained as experiencing different fields of perception w consciousness constantly redirecting its experiential aperture
Sorta mapped out it like:

Tuner Model (Intellectually relevant Lineage:)
Henri Bergson (1896) — Matter and Memory
Argued the brain is not a producer of consciousness but a limiting organ — it filters the totality of
perception down to what’s useful for biological survival. Being hit w Consciousness in full would be
overwhelming for the avg joe like psychosis adjacent. I strongly believe the human brain naturally
seems to narrow everyday perception for ppl esp who haven’t made a deep effort into developing
healthy metacognition.

William James (1898) — Human Immortality
Explicitly proposed the “transmission theory” — that the brain transmits consciousness rather than
produces it, the way a prism transmits and refracts light it doesn’t generate.

Aldous Huxley (1954) — The Doors of Perception which directly built on Bergson and James. Called
the brain a “reducing valve” — its function is to restrict the totality of Mind-at-Large down to a
trickle manageable for an organism trying to survive. Psychedelics, mystical states, and NDEs on
this model aren’t hallucinations — they’re
partial valve failures, moments of wider reception.

David Bohm — Implicate/Explicate Order
Consciousness isn’t separate from the quantum field — it’s a feature of the implicate order, the
deeper enfolded reality from which all explicit forms emerge. Individual minds are local explications
of a field that remains whole beneath them.

Bernardo Kastrup—Analytic Idealism
(contemporary) One of the most rigorous current defenders of this type of framework. His model: universal consciousness is the substrate of all reality. Individual minds are “dissociated alters” of that universal consciousness — the same way a dissociative identity forms in psychology, but at acosmic scale. Each “person” is the universal mind experiencing itself from a localized perspective,
temporarily dissociated from knowing the whole.

This seems arguably more parsimonious than materialist accounts — it doesn’t require explaining
how subjective experience arises from non-conscious matter, because consciousness is already the ground state.

Think of collective Consciousness Architecture
structurally pictured like:
an interconnected Field — singular, undifferentiated, total awareness. Not a being. More like the utmost depth / capacity for experience in itself, consciousness may just be the base element within everything. Kind of similar to animistic views on sentient life: it exists everywhere, literally all at once.
Call it Brahman, the Tao, the Implicate Order, Mind-at-Large, orsimply the Field.

Tuners = individual brains/bodies, receiving and localizing the Field into a specific experiential
perspective.
tuner determines:
The frequency of reception (personality, cognitive style, perceptual filters)
The resolution (depth of self-awareness, emotional range)
The channel (the specific timeline-branch being experienced)

The Soul — not a separate entity trapped in a body, but the Field’s experience of itself through a
particular tuner configuration. What makes your soul yours is not that it’s separate from others— it’s
that it’s the Field looking through this specific lens, in this specific branch, with this specific
accumulated experiential history.

critical implication: I have come to believe what we call individual identity is real — but it’s real the way a whirlpool is real. The whirlpool has a distinct shape, a location, a behavior. But it’s made entirely of water. It has no boundary that separates it from the river. Its individuality is a pattern within continuity, not a fragment cut off from the whole.

Also any question like “what happens to the consciousness already inhabiting the destination branch-version?” dissolves — but in a way that requires careful unpacking because it cant b simply
dismissed.

If all souls are extensions of the same singular consciousness, then the “you” in the origin branch
and the “you” in the destination branch are not two separate beings sharing a common name. They
are two experiential apertures of the same Field,* *temporarily individuated through different tuner
configurations in different branches.

“Jumping” in this hypothesis is not: Entity A vacating one vessel and colonizing another… It is:
The Field reorienting** **its locally expressed experiential locus from one tuner configuration to another that is a version of the same pattern
The “destination self” isn’t displaced because there was never a hard boundary between them in
the first place.
The jump is more like attention shifting within a unified system than one person overtaking another.

An analogy not the best but here: holding hands far apart, looking so your attention moves from one hand to another, you don’t lose your left hand by looking away & becoming aware of your right one, even when you can’t see it, both are still there- but you can only describe what’s going on esp visually around the direction /hand you’re focused on at any given point. The awareness was never exclusively the property of either. It’s the same awareness, differently directed.

Why “Another Version of Your Own Self” may just be ~structurally precise¡!
@ quantum level: destination version shares literal physical dna ancestry with you. You can divergefrom a common branch-point. You are literally variant expressions of the same informational history
up to that point of divergence.

@ the field level: Both versions are receptions of the same singular consciousness through tuners
of the same fundamental pattern — the same soul-frequency, expressed in different configurations.

experiential level: memories, relationships, physical body, and circumstances in the destination
branch aren’t alien. They are yours — because “yours” was never a fixed possession. It was always
the Field’s current experiential contents, and those contents now include this branch’s history.

Most likely occurring in Pre-Jump State…(?)
At the moment of near-death, the tuner is critically destabilized. The biological infrastructure that
has been localizing and filtering the Field’s reception is failing. This is not just a crisis — it’s a loosening of the boundary that maintains the sense of being a fixed, singular, branch-locked self.

my explanation for what seems to account for characteristic NDE features**:**

Boundary dissolution — the sensation of expanding, of no longer being body-bound

Simultaneous access to life review — the filter that restricts awareness to present-moment
experience weakens, allowing broader temporal access

Presence of others — the Field, less restricted, registers other nodes of itself

Profound interconnectedness — not a feeling generated by the dying brain, but the actual texture of what the Field is when it’s not fully reduced through a healthy, survival-oriented tuner

Reorientation(?!)
This maybe be is a jump itself — the moment of reorientation into a survival branch — may be the Field seeking the path of least resistance back to localized, stable reception, maybe also explains the Mandela Effect people debate over.

?? Think of it this way: The Field, momentarily less constrained, has access to the broader
landscape of branch-versions. It naturally reorients toward the experiential configuration most
continuous with its current pattern — the survival-branch version of the same soul-frequency —
because that’s the nearest coherent tuner it can stabilize through.
Not really a voluntary decision. It isn’t willed. It’s more like water finding a channel. The Field
doesn’t “choose” to survive — it continues, because continuation is what it does, and the survival
branch is where continuation is most accessibly possible
^^^(this is one I’m still fiddling w the words ngl)

Post-Jump Integration hypothesis
What the individual then experiences as “I survived” is the Field’s reception is felt as stabilized
through the destination tuner. The memories of the destination branch’s history are received as
one’s own because they are — they’re the accumulated experiential content of this tuner
configuration, and the Field experiences them as its current context.

The subtle uncanniness many NDE survivors report — things feeling slightly different,relationships feeling subtly off, unexpected opportunities appearing — might be tuner calibration
residue: the new configuration is the same soul-frequency, but it has its own specific history and
the Field is integrating that as its present context.

If all souls are expressions of the same Field, then the hierarchy of human value — the intuition that
some lives matter more, that some perspectives are more valid — becomes metaphysically incoherent at root level.

This is actually one of the most consistent features reported by NDE survivors:
An absolute, non-negotiable sense that every being is of equal and infinite worth. Not as a moral teaching received. As a direct perception of what reality actually is when the reducing valve loosens. The Field seeing itself clearly, without the survival-brain’s need to rank and prioritize.

Diversity AS Function, NOT Accident
Raises the ? - if the the Field is one, why diversify? Why billions of tuners rather than one?

internal answer: The Field knows itself through its own expressions.* *A single uniform experience
would be self-knowledge of the most impoverished kind.
extraordinary diversity of human experience — across cultures, bodies, timelines, histories, emotional registers — is the Field achieving the richest possible self-knowledge by experiencing itself from every conceivable angle simultaneously.

We are not all a fragment of God or any malevolent beings experiencing this frame of reality. Every individual, myself included, is the totality of consciousness experiencing itself - as you, from your exact position, in this exact branch—irreplaceably contributing to the Field’s total self-knowledge.

Every Branch (Life) Is the Field Knowing Itself in different aspects, purpose to fully understand each & every facet of existence possible, emotional & physical…many stories shared by ptsd survivors or memoirs highlighting human resilience even in daily interactions; some things r impossible to empathize w let alone understand the gravity of without really
living through the same exact experiences oneself

In this lens:
Each branch (individual life) isn’t just a version of events. It’s a distinct angle of the Field’s self-experience.
So, a branch where you made a different choice, lived a different life, survived or didn’t — each of those is the Field knowing itself more experience firsthand through that configuration.

None of them are wasted. No life or action or choice is ever really in the the “wrong” timeline.

The full dimensionality of this universe is one that understands only an infinite set of simultaneous experiences can produce total boundless, ultimate and complete knowledge… including of creation itself.

Further on individuation question:
If consciousness is one Field received through tuners, what is the tuner made of? The brain is a
physical structure. If consciousness is non-physical at the foundation, what is the mechanism?
Penrose-Hameroff’s Orch-OR is one serious attempt — quantum processes in microtubules as the
actual interface point. (But it’s not established)
more productively than materialism does — because it tells you what you’re looking for.
Thinking ab the physics of tuner-Field interface, not the magic trick of generating experience from matter.:The multiverse is the Field knowing itself across all possible configurations
so
Individual souls are localized receptions of that Field, not separate entities
• Death and NDE are moments of tuner destabilization where the Field’s local reception
loosens and reorients
• The diversity of experience across infinite timelines is not chaos — it’s the most complete
act of self-knowledge imaginable, occurring simultaneously at every scale

The Ministerium für Staatssicherheit (Ministry for State Security), known as the Stasi, developed what remains the most thoroughly documented state program of targeted psychological destruction of individuals.
(1970’s - 1989 at its height) Zersetzung (loosely translated: “corrosion” or “decomposition”), was formally outlined in Directive 1/76 and involved:
Covert entry into homes with objects subtly rearranged or moved
Anonymous phone calls and letters delivered at irregular hours
Social isolation engineered through community infiltration
Reputation destruction through planted rumors with neighbors, employers, and family
Sleep deprivation through coordinated noise and disruption
Gaslighting: systematically causing targets to doubt their own perceptions and sanity
The explicit goal was to induce psychological collapse without detectable state action — ideally causing the target to appear mentally ill to their own community, eliminating their credibility. The Stasi employed 91,000 full-time officers and over 170,000 civilian informants for a population of 16 million in Eastern Germany at the time.
((Archives are preserved and publicly accessible at the BStU (Federal Commissioner for the
Stasi Records) in Berlin.))
Zersetzung is directly relevant to any serious discussion of technologically-assisted psychological targeting because it represents the operational template: deniable, invisible, designed to produce symptoms indistinguishable from mental illness in observers.
Edward Snowden and Mass Surveillance
In 2013, NSA contractor Edward Snowden disclosed to journalists Glenn Greenwald and Laura Poitras a series of classified programs establishing that the U.S. government was conducting bulk collection of telephone metadata, internet communications, and
financial records on its own citizens — with minimal judicial oversight and near-zero publicknowledge.
Key programs disclosed include:
PRISM — direct access to servers of Microsoft, Google, Apple, Facebook, and others
XKeyscore — a global system for searching nearly all internet activity in real time
MUSCULAR — covert interception of data flowing between Google and Yahoo data
centers
MYSTIC — bulk collection of phone call audio in multiple countries
Snowden’s disclosures confirmed that the surveillance infrastructure exists at a scale
previously dismissed as paranoid speculation. He was charged under the Espionage Act & remains in exile. In 2020, a federal court ruled that the NSA’s bulk phone surveillance program violated the law — years after it had already been exposed and debated… w no recourse or action of remorse.
Fusion Centers: Federally Funded Domestic Intelligence Infrastructure
These centers are intelligence-sharing hubs established across the United States following
the September 11, 2001 attacks, authorized under the Homeland Security Act of 2002 & expanded through the Intelligence Reform and Terrorism Prevention Act of 2004. As 2024, there were last recorded approximately already 80 federally recognized fusion centers operating across all 50 states, Washington D.C., and U.S. territories, who knows how much these have grown and advanced by now.
They are for the explicit purpose of aggregating and sharing information between federal agencies (FBI, DHS, NSA, CIA), state& local law enforcement, and — critically — private sector partners, including
telecommunications companies, financial institutions, and private security contractors.
Funded by Taxpayers (wondering where some of the missing money on those federal budget release sheets went?!)
Fusion centers are substantially funded by federal taxpayer dollars through DHS grant
programs, primarily:
The Homeland Security Grant Program (HSGP)
The State Homeland Security Program (SHSP)
The Urban Area Security Initiative (UASI)Between 2003 and 2014, the federal government allocated an estimated $1.4 billion to
fusion center development and operations — with states and municipalities contributing
additional funding. The total ongoing annual expenditure is not fully disclosed in a single
public accounting, which is itself a documented transparency concern.

I wonder if a lot of people, even if not a lot, but if people w enough rigour & tenacity had the time to go to their local county or state or whatever bureaucratic council meeting which where I live at least they legally have to hold weekly and community members are allowed to come and ask questions raise concerns, including ab fiscal budgeting complaints / demand for transparency. Change will probably have to start somewhere small, like local elections and local govt meetings i personally believe. There are routes and opportunities to inquire and rightfully request public transparency about our missing tax dollars, but if I’m being honest nobody does anything about it, and the money keeps going missing.

They are literally using our own money through taxes to torture us; sitting w the irony of this is not chill like deadass so pathetic.

Hello. People have heard this story before and dismissed it. That’s exactly the problem.
This email would likely best be absorbed by an open-minded whilst simultaneously cynical reader/ investigator.

I’ll start by getting right into the details.
Every time a population emerges claiming government-directed harassment, invisible weapons, and voices transmitted into their skulls — the press laughs. Psychiatry pathologizes. The community gets filed under “paranoid delusion” and the story dies.
That’s also precisely what happened to MKULTRA victims. To COINTELPRO targets. To the 600 men in Tuskegee. To the prisoners irradiated at Oregon State. To the citizens of St. Louis whose neighborhoods were sprayed with zinc cadmium sulfide while the Army told them it was a “smoke screen test.”
The United States government has a documented, unbroken record of non-consensual human experimentation — on its own people — spanning decades. This is not conspiracy. This is Congressional testimony, FOIA documents, and formal federal apologies.

The Question a Skeptical Journalist Should Be Asking
If they did it then — with full institutional cover, psychiatric dismissal of victims, and media silence — what makes you certain they stopped?

What Is Documented, with Extensive Evidence
The technology is not theoretical. It is patented, government-funded, and named.
The Frey / Microwave Auditory Effect — peer-reviewed, 1962, Journal of Applied Physiology. Microwave pulses produce perceived sound inside the human skull. This is textbook biophysics, not fringe science.
MEDUSA — Navy/DARPA-funded Mob Excess Deterrent Using Silent Audio program. Not classified. Reported openly in defense trade press.
Granted U.S. Patents — Searchable at patents.google.com or USPTO.gov:
Patent No.
Inventor
Year
Description
US 3,629,521
Flanagan
1971
Hearing systems via electromagnetic transmission
US 3,951,134
Malech
1976
Remote monitoring and altering of brain waves
US 4,858,612
Brunkan
1989
Hearing device via microwave
US 5,159,703
Lowery
1992
Silent subliminal presentation system (Air Force funded)
US 5,507,291
Kiyuna et al.
1996
Brain wave inducing system
US 6,011,991
Mardirossian
2000
Communication system via brainwave analysis
US 6,470,214
O'Loughlin/Loree
2002
Radio frequency hearing effect
US 6,587,729
O'Loughlin/Loree
2003
Auditory stimulation via microwave energy
Note on US 5,159,703 (Lowery, 1992): Developed with U.S. Air Force funding. Describes subliminal audio transmission to human subjects. It is a granted U.S. patent, not a classified document.

The Havana Syndrome Bridge
This is the legitimizing anchor. Use it prominently.
National Academies of Sciences, Engineering, and Medicine (2020): An Assessment of Illness in U.S. Government Employees and Their Families at Overseas Embassies. Full report freely available at nap.nationalacademies.org. Key finding: directed, pulsed radiofrequency energy was identified as the most plausible mechanism — the exact same mechanism the TI community has been describing for 30 years and being dismissed for.
The HAVANA Act, Pub. L. 117-46 (2021) — signed into law. Provides compensation to affected government employees. Mechanism is named in the statute. Searchable at Congress.gov.

Interim Intelligence Community Assessment (2022) — IC concluded a foreign adversary was not the cause for most cases, but explicitly did not rule it out for a subset, and confirmed the technology exists and could be weaponized. That hedge is the story.
Diplomats reporting these symptoms got a federal law passed. Regular citizens reporting identical experiences get a psychiatric diagnosis.

The Reddit Angle — Active Right Now
r/Gangstalking, r/TargetedIndividuals, r/V2K. Hundreds of thousands of members. Active threads, recent posts, people describing experiences in granular, consistent, cross-geographic detail that does not read like shared delusion. It reads like shared targeting.
The investigative hook is not any single post. It is the convergence. Users with no apparent connection to each other — different countries, different demographics, different years of first posting — describe the same cluster of experiences, in the same sequence, with the same institutional non-response at every turn. Read enough threads and a pattern emerges that is very difficult to explain by coincidence or community contagion alone.

The Consistent Experience Clusters
Breaking and entering — calibrated to be deniable.
Repeated reports of home intrusion in which nothing is stolen but items are moved, tampered with, or subtly rearranged. Users describe returning home to find things wrong — not ransacked, but disturbed in ways that are hard to prove and easy to dismiss. No forced entry. Nothing taken. The consistent description across unconnected users is of intrusion specifically designed to produce psychological destabilization without leaving prosecutable evidence. When users report these incidents to police, the response is invariably the same: without evidence of theft or forced entry, nothing can be done. Several users note that the intrusions seem to escalate precisely when they begin documenting or speaking out.
Police reports that go nowhere — every time.
Across the communities, users report filing police reports for stalking and harassment only to have them dismissed, lost, or met with a suggestion that the person seek psychiatric help. Not occasionally — consistently. Users describe being told there is insufficient evidence, being laughed at, or having the act of filing a report treated as evidence of mental instability. Some users have filed dozens of reports over years. Some have tried to escalate to FBI, fusion centers, or elected officials. The pattern of institutional non-response is itself a data point. COINTELPRO’s documented playbook included neutralizing local law enforcement accountability structures. That is not speculation — it is in the Church Committee record.

Medical complications and systematic gaslighting.
Users describe developing physical symptoms — headaches, tinnitus, burning sensations, sleep disruption, sudden cognitive interference — and being told by doctors that nothing is wrong, that symptoms are psychosomatic, or that the patient needs psychiatric referral rather than medical workup. Requests for specific tests are denied or not followed through. Results are withheld or minimized. When users push back or ask for documentation, they describe being treated as difficult, non-compliant, or delusional. This is precisely the institutional response pattern documented in early Havana syndrome cases, where diplomats were initially dismissed by State Department medical staff before the National Academies report validated their symptoms in 2020. The parallel is exact. The only variable is institutional standing.
Forced social isolation.
A striking consistency: users describe not just withdrawing from social life but relationships being actively undermined. Friends and family members who are told things — by employers, neighbors, or unnamed third parties — that cause them to distance themselves without explanation. Reputational damage that is hard to trace and impossible to confront directly. The effect is the same across accounts: the person is progressively cut off from their support network, becoming easier to discredit and harder to advocate for. Several users describe family members being turned against them specifically at moments when the user was preparing to escalate a complaint or go public. This is the operational definition of COINTELPRO’s disrupt-and-discredit methodology — documented, named, and confirmed by Congressional investigation.

Career derailment.
Terminations without clear cause. Professional opportunities that collapse without explanation. References that go cold overnight. Licenses or credentials suddenly challenged. Users describe careers ending not in single dramatic events but in a slow accumulation of obstacles — each one individually deniable, the aggregate pattern unmistakable. Several users cross-post in employment and legal subreddits trying to understand what is happening to them, with no frame of reference for the pattern they are experiencing. Some find their way to targeted individual communities only after exhausting every other explanation for why their professional life has systematically collapsed. The economic destruction is not incidental. Removing financial independence removes the ability to pursue legal remedies, relocate, or sustain a prolonged fight.

Why the Consistency Is the Story
Shared delusion spreads narratives and frameworks. It does not reliably produce identical procedural details across geographically dispersed, demographically unconnected people who have never interacted. The specificity of these accounts — the non-theft burglaries, the useless police reports, the medical refusals, the social unraveling, the career erosion — follows an internal logic. It is the logic of a program designed to destroy credibility, eliminate support systems, remove economic independence, and leave the target with no institutional recourse and no one left who believes them.
That logic has a documented name and a confirmed history in this country. The question a journalist should be asking is not whether these people are credible. The question is whether the pattern they are describing has precedent. It does. Extensive, Congressional-record-level precedent.

Three things are likely true simultaneously, and none of them cancels the other out:
A portion of people claiming to be targeted individuals may have untreated psychiatric illness.
Some have been handed a misleading framework for their struggles in life that is delaying them from getting real help.
Some of them are telling the truth — and the existence of groups 1 and 2 provides perfect cover for whoever is responsible for group 3.

This ≠ a new tactic.
COINTELPRO.
Search strategy: sort r/Gangstalking and r/TargetedIndividuals by Top/This Month and by New. Look for cross-geographic consistency — same described experience clusters from users in different countries with no apparent connection. Cross-reference account ages: this pattern appears in posts from 2015 and posts from last week. Search Reddit directly: “microwave auditory site:reddit.com” to find posts connecting the Frey effect to personal experience. Search “gangstalking breaking in nothing stolen,” “gangstalking police won’t help,” and “targeted individual lost job” for the specific procedural consistency threads.

The Historical Record We Know for Certain
Search terms extensively: “STASI Easy Germany” & “Zersestung” for reference
MKULTRA — CIA non-consensual mind control program. Confirmed by Church Committee, 1975. Original records deliberately destroyed by CIA Director Richard Helms, 1973.
COINTELPRO — FBI program specifically designed to make targets appear paranoid and discredit them socially. Confirmed. Documented. Legal settlements paid. Directive explicitly instructed agents to make targets appear mentally unstable.
Project SHAD / Project 112 — DoD biological and chemical testing on military personnel without consent. Acknowledged 2002.
Tuskegee Syphilis Study — 40 years of deliberate non-treatment. Federal apology, 1997.
Manhattan Project human radiation experiments — documented in 1994 Advisory Committee on Human Radiation Experiments report.
Edgewood Arsenal experiments — soldiers given LSD, nerve agents, and psychochemicals without informed consent. Confirmed.
St. Louis aerosol tests — residential neighborhoods including families with children. Army described zinc cadmium sulfide as harmless. It was not. Documented by sociologist Lisa Martino-Taylor via FOIA (St. Louis University, 2011).
This is not a fringe reading of history. This is the unfiltered narrative.

FOIA Documents — Real, Accessible, Already Released
MKULTRA
CIA FOIA Reading Room: cia.gov/readingroom — search “MKULTRA.” Over 20,000 pages released after 1977 Congressional pressure.
MKULTRA Briefing Book — prepared for DCI Stansfield Turner, 1977. Summarizes subprojects including those involving unwitting subjects.
Church Committee Final Report, Book I: Intelligence Activities and the Rights of Americans (1976) — available via Senate.gov archives.
COINTELPRO
FBI Vault: vault.fbi.gov — search “COINTELPRO.” Includes directive explicitly instructing agents to make targets appear mentally unstable.
Citizens’ Commission to Investigate the FBI (1971) — the original public disclosure. Now fully archived.
Church Committee — COINTELPRO section. Fully public.
Human Radiation Experiments
Advisory Committee on Human Radiation Experiments Final Report (1995) — produced under Clinton administration. Available at hss.energy.gov. Names institutions, subject populations, and consent violations directly.
St. Louis Aerosol Tests
Lisa Martino-Taylor’s doctoral dissertation, St. Louis University, 2011 — most comprehensive documented account. She obtained Army records via FOIA herself. Citable academic work.
Testimony before the Senate Committee on Veterans’ Affairs, May 6, 1994.
Project SHAD / Project 112
GAO Report: Chemical and Biological Defense: DOD Needs to Continue to Collect and Provide Information on Tests Conducted Prior to 1977 — GAO-03-929, August 2003.

Named Sources Worth Contacting
Sharon Weinberger — national security journalist, author of The Imagineers of War (2017, Knopf). Has reported extensively on directed energy weapons and attributed symptoms.
Dr. James Giordano — Georgetown University neuroweapons researcher. Has spoken on record about directed energy as a viable weapons platform.
Lisa Martino-Taylor — sociologist who broke the St. Louis aerosol story academically. Available for interview, holds primary documents.
Cheryl Welsh — Director, Mind Justice. Maintains one of the longest-running documented archives of TI claims, patents, and government research intersections. Controversial but cites primary sources.
National Security Archive at GWU — nsarchive.gwu.edu. Curated FOIA collections on MKULTRA, COINTELPRO, and human experimentation. Routinely used by investigative journalists.

The Story No One Has Written
At what point does the documented pattern of non-consensual government experimentation, combined with patented directed-energy technology, combined with a 2020 National Academies report validating the core mechanism, combined with a 100,000-person community describing consistent symptom clusters — constitute a story worth investigating?

How many times does the government have to admit it experimented on people before we stop assuming the current population of people claiming they’re being experimented on are simply crazy?

I would implore the journalist who writes this piece to understand the risk-assessment is real, but one day, I believe, someone somewhere has to push for this to be acknowledged… it’s just who has the courage to be the first really to help an entire population of people whose suffering is being ignored. 

How many times does the government have to admit it experimented on people — while those people were being called delusional — before the press stops assuming the current population of people saying the same thing are simply crazy?

That’s the piece. The pattern is real. The technology is real. The history is real. The only variable is whether you’re willing to look.

Hi
I just wanted to say something that took me a long time too long to realize myself and I will now say what it is lol
Cptsd is literally the most mind fxcking thing about life a lot of not most of not all of the time… but I think I found one silver lining that regardless of why or how I developed it, r probably a few common things others relate to maybe in this group…

1. I am extremely empathetic, I never judge others and know even when people are being talked bad about I refuse to make assumptions bc I know all too well there’s always more than one side to every story. I am proud of this quality and that I give ppl the benefit of the doubt before writing them off,( had to learn to not be too trusting so that one did take some work admittedly so)
2. I became the type of adult who refuses to be a bystander. I’m the type of person who asks a kid in public who looks unwell or is alone if they’re okay and safe, the type of person who sees a girl in public looking uncomfortable w a man and pretends to know her and even pays for her uber home bc her phone is dead even tho I just met her bc I refuse to be what I always hated ab the world. idc if it’s dumb or if my money isn’t returned bc me losing $ like to me sorry getting a drunk girl home and away from a creep asf guy was infinitely worth it to me I stand on that
3. all of us in this group have immense resilience and grit, the fact that we are still here today and trying to find and make a life worth living for still is a MONUMENTAL feat in itself, you are the strongest and most invisible warriors in my eyes
4. if you take out the trauma part (omg sorry ik how that sounds) but strictly look at your personal life skills- i think being hyper aware and masking your whole life makes for people who are lowkey naturally good at being manipulative bc like many of us were put in master classes in manipulating and control to get your best possible outcome some

learning straight from womb

1. just gaslit straight up. Point being after recognition of and healing from the destructive patterns, cptsd survivors might just have the STRONGEST potential in sales/business/entrepreneurial development efforts.

Im just saying i know it feels impossible a lot of the time, but im sick of the people who are prob the nicest most hurt ppl also most capable SLEEPing on themselves, i would bet this group is full of the most wise minds bc experience is wisdom good or bad <333

Idk that posted weird first time or phone glitching but o well

I’ve been slowly coming to terms w this stuff past year, i don’t see as many posts ab ppl who believe this was still happening in early 2000’s, but that’s when i was in elementary school and i still don’t remember any memories other than snapshots and glimpses of life before 11 years old to this day. I’ve been told ab emdr and learned ab repressing memories that might be traumatic few years ago now but haven’t been able to bring myself to go to therapy to work on this. I’ve started w like 3 trauma informed therapists but ghosted bc something within me idk I just have a really bad feeling and I did start to remember w one therapist but what i remembered was so fucked up I lowkey wish I hadn’t bc life hasn’t been the same and that only was a small fraction of just one memory prob even.

I remember being pulled out of class for hearing tests all the time. I remember the flash cards. I’ve had sleep paralysis and hypnopompic hallucinations since before I started remembering things better at 11, just norm. A lot of other similarities to other posts in this sub, too.

Two weeks ago i convinced myself it was okay for me to listen to gateway tapes for the first time after years of being aware but deliberately avoiding those. I didn’t make it even a third way through the first tape. I felt a feeling I can only describe best as deep unexplained but undeniable terror. I felt so unsettled I’m never listening to them again idk how people don’t find it horrifying to listen to or maybe idk why a sound I’ve allegedly never played before made me feel like this.

Ive seen similar questions posted so sorry if I’m reiterating… but how do you keep ur spark. I think its clear that the people in this sub myself included have an uncanny ability to stay resilient and not give up on life after all the messed up shit we know and have seen firsthand in the world; I don’t find that to be an insignificant quality.
It does get heavy tho, and sometimes it’s harder to stay positive than other times.
Genuinely, how do you deal with feeling let down by say parents or close adults who weren’t paying enough attention to let such things have happened before we had to figure it out for ourselves as adults (following many trials & tribulations, no doubt.)

Does anyone else struggle w wanting to start a family like having kids even always loving kids that aren’t ur own but can’t fathom bringing an innocent child yourself into such a messed up and potentially unsafe world. It feels like more of a too scary responsibility right now, but I also rlly feel like i would be a great mom and love my kids sm. being a helicopter mom wouldn’t be a good life either idw my kid(s) to not feel normal/ give them trauma from being too overbearing. However, I also don’t want to spend my life worried ab my kid(s) whenever they’re not in my presence bc idk what secret malevolent motives anyone out there could have, we know it’s not as crazy far fetched of a thought that most write off.

To end this post, last tangent I will bring up is wondering if anyone else around mid 20’s in this sub has developed chronic illnesses/autoimmune diseases that were gaslit by many doctors before getting referred to specialist and comprehensive tests that resulted in real diagnoses… I believe there might def be some overlap in this arena, too, tbh.

dreamer homies. Ive been seeing ppl post for a lil while now and i think its rlly cool how most people have control in mallworld, im just wondering if anyone has dreams in mallworld a lot but not really always in control of the dream…? Has anyone ever felt like they were being held captive anywhere in one of these dreams too btw like it’s kind of hard to describe…
I’ve seen videos and posts talking about how to take control over ur body the dream world when ur not but this one was like different felt like meh idk how to describe but not a great experience tbh like feeling like ur being drugged inside ur own dream almost… if anyone has any advice or tips would appreciate
I relate to sm things on this sub except the part where I can’t figure out how to turn sleep paralysis and the places i go when dreaming into lucid dreams where I’m in control, I feel like I’m missing the best part of having these dreams which is like personal autonomy in them…?

Hi hope everyone is having a nice weekend or as nice as possible:)
My spiraling thoughts this weekend are feeling left out or envious of something I never rlly had but see others every day still have including my siblings which is life long/ childhood friendships. I’m the oldest and before my siblings my parents liked to move a lot so every grade of elementary school I started at a different school… so like by 6th grade my middle school was my 6th different school in a different state at that point. My mom has always sabotaged my friendships not to mention the fact that the woman is racist and homophobic so I didn’t even want to bring some rlly good friends around or let them get too close while I was still living at home which was up until last year nor did I feel like venting ab still having a mom in this day and age who openly is rude and talks down on people in her house based on those prejudices. When I moved out also outside my fam I was have always been good at being social but after moving out and being a regular at local bars and clubs and even promoting in nightlife, I realized that I built an entire persona this past year until my bday last month I was masking so hard to be extra social extra distracted but realised on my bday party friends are not really genuine friends and I don’t care ab partying or male attention which a past me might have cared more ab but I’ve healed from being male centered I’ve done that work and now and idk this has been a long vent but truly forget romantic relationship struggles I’m wondering how people here find and keep just actual meaningful platonic nice friendships even… and knowing when other girls r asking ab my life and seeming interested realizing after they found my trauma entertaining never act cared or planned to care ab me as a human is like something that makes me cringe so hard at myself i wanna crawl into a hole and hideeee after. I do have one best friend in the whole wide world who’s like my family but they moved away a few years ago and it’s been rlly rough since then ngl :/

I live in the us and my bf and I have been tg going on 3+ years now, he is half white half Chinese and I’m neither of those two. I’m not gonna lie, I think my bf is pretty fine obvi that’s my mans lol but he’s probably considered conventionally attractive and so since we’ve been tg ngl I started noticing a while ago like esp when we would take the train in our city like a lot of people like strangers have stared esp who r East Asian he always just said it’s normal to me and to ignore it and I’ve asked him a lot ab it he has lowkey said it’s prob cuz im not Chinese lowkey racist and also just that we are both young and attractive might be a factor ok so recently tho I’m kind of ticked off still clearly like I’m not trying to be extra for no reason but we were in line at the grocery store and this girl who was speaking either mandarin or Cantonese on ft idk he speaks both but she literally GOT SO CLOSE TO HIM she was touching his back and like giggling and showing him to her friend on ft (??) this dumbass didn’t know even notice and like mind you I’m RIGHT there too I have never been so like idek she knew what she was doing we were clearlyyyy tg i feel like she also waited to get in line right after us im normally never one to shit on a random girl but idk maybe I’m feeling insecure bc my bf was nice and said sorry *to me after too but idk im still mad at him too for not noticing ill admit she slowly inched closer but he should have idk given her a gross look or is that asking too much idfk nobody has ever outright been so forward I don’t think I explained full scene or context right but this girl fr had to know full on touching my mans back and show him to her friend on ft in a language they all except me can understand bruuu wtffff likeee

Okay so this is not something I normally ever tell people, but one of the reasons I often get anxious is bc of sensing certain things most others around me didn’t, anyone can say it mental illness but I also have always known when it’s safe to talk about and actually don’t even bother nor do I want to convince anyone who is set as a stubborn physicalist inherently that’s not my battle tbh. I have never posted in this before but like I don’t know what to do. so a lot has been going on lately but this was undeniably terrifying. I have been quietly losing sanity in my apt live alone and I do question how much of what I have been experiencing is me being hyperactively aware or mentally ill even, but shit it was still dark out middle of night calm and quiet one second next second my entire floor of bedroom covered in broken mirror glass. So I said the time like I was in my bed like half asleep or already asleep it was the middle of the night even if I did sleep late was not that late all lights and tv and things were off, then all of a sudden I was jarred awake by a loud bang and crash and as soon as I sat up and looked around I saw it
fyi I had secured this big mirror against wall for months never fell I have bumped into it didn’t fall no issues it’s got some weight w the frame for sure too also like the bottom part was slanted against wall at an angle so the top part was directly hitting wall behind but bottom was slightly more forward on the floor w little space behind + I put a few objects and an entire wire thing in front of it too to secure it from slipping and falling/breaking.
The mirror didn’t slip at least not the way one would logically think bc it fell forward … and the bottom part was in front of the stuff I had put in front of it to make sure it didn’t slip including the wire… this happened while I was sleeping in my bed no other movement no pets in the house. I left in the morning and haven’t been back since and largely mute rest of the day except essential interactions honestly I didn’t even clean up all the glass it was a huge mirror my room isn’t even that big and I’m also just scared. I swear to god I’m not making this up idw share a pic for privacy purposes either tbh no hate comments plz I can’t talk ab this w anyone irl bc ik how it sounds im not tryna take a psych ward trip nor do I need one i have been praying for months too btw i do believe god or whatever higher power is listening in the universe has already been helping and saved me from certain situations however this one is actually beyond my scope what is left other than giving up/ accepting defeat embracing nihilism

Okay so this is not something I normally ever tell people, but one of the reasons I often get anxious is bc of sensing certain things most others around me didn’t, anyone can say it mental illness but I also have always known when it’s safe to talk about and actually don’t even bother nor do I want to convince anyone who is set as a stubborn physicalist inherently that’s not my battle tbh. I have never posted in this before but like I don’t know what to do. so a lot has been going on lately but this was undeniably terrifying. I have been quietly losing sanity in my apt live alone and I do question how much of what I have been experiencing is me being hyperactively aware or mentally ill even, but shit it was still dark out middle of night calm and quiet one second next second my entire floor of bedroom covered in broken mirror glass. So I said the time like I was in my bed like half asleep or already asleep it was the middle of the night even if I did sleep late was not that late all lights and tv and things were off, then all of a sudden I was jarred awake by a loud bang and crash and as soon as I sat up and looked around I saw it
fyi I had secured this big mirror against wall for months never fell I have bumped into it didn’t fall no issues it’s got some weight w the frame for sure too also like the bottom part was slanted against wall at an angle so the top part was directly hitting wall behind but bottom was slightly more forward on the floor w little space behind + I put a few objects and an entire wire thing in front of it too to secure it from slipping and falling/breaking.
The mirror didn’t slip at least not the way one would logically think bc it fell forward … and the bottom part was in front of the stuff I had put in front of it to make sure it didn’t slip including the wire… this happened while I was sleeping in my bed no other movement no pets in the house. I left in the morning and haven’t been back since and largely mute rest of the day except essential interactions honestly I didn’t even clean up all the glass it was a huge mirror my room isn’t even that big and I’m also just scared. I swear to god I’m not making this up idw share a pic for privacy purposes either tbh no hate comments plz I can’t talk ab this w anyone irl bc ik how it sounds im not tryna take a psych ward trip nor do I need one i have been praying for months too btw i do believe god or whatever higher power is listening in the universe has already been helping and saved me from certain situations however this one is actually beyond my scope what is left other than giving up/ accepting defeat embracing nihilism

For context: I think I’ve only ever had nightmares or anxiety dreams, that’s all dreams are to me idk I’ve genuinely never had a good one lol. Also have had these weird, recurring, always anxiety filled lucid dreams since childhood. sleep paralysis has just been a lifelong thing that sometimes goes away for a few months if I’m lucky but have always come back my way, also not just at night or during longer sleeps like I have had insane dreams even if I passed out for like 30 mins nap and this time recently only an hour in the day (25 now)

The exact entry I put in my notes app upon waking and regaining bodily control / getting out of the sleep paralysis:

just woke up napped for around an hour 4:12 pm

Being drugged in my own dreams unaware of what’s happening
Brown wood
Stairs(?)
White bed
I’m being made to know chaos is occurring im not alone but I can’t see or be consciously aware even tho this is in my own dream world within the dream itself I was fighting to see or stay awake… but still fully in the dream. at times felt like the dream was from a third detached pov almost which is the only reason I have the above environmental visual descriptions like glimpses thru mere snapshots of the space i was being drugged in outside of myself in the dream…

Idk how to make sense of this idk felt different than most other anxiety dreams ive had