u/InformationFeeling78

&gt;! So when Sunny stabs himself in the neutral ending, do you think he knew he was going to die? Like was he purposely committing suicide or was he so disassociated from real life that he assumed he was doing it in White Space and didn't realise? Bc in the oyasumi ending I think he definitely knew what he was doing, but in the neutral ending it's a bit more ambiguous. !<

The reason I'm asking is because if an adult treats you like a friend isn't that the opposite of neglect? For context, from age 3-13 I had a nanny. She uh did a multitude of things that I realise were very inappropriate, but the ones that relate to this question was her coming to me for support.

Like when I was 9, her father passed away, and she came to ME and told me "my dad died today and your parents are too busy to care about me", when she was let go she called me crying about it and i had a panic attack about it, and told me things like "your parents don't love you like I do, if I was your parent I'd never treat you like this, never turn out like them" (my parents btw were unintentionally emotionally neglectful due to many things, though the nanny's actions were also um not great either).

so i'm wondering what i should like call this yk? Just a strange experience overall.

Ive been under stress lately and randomly I’ve started feeling completely numb like idk. All my stress is gone but everything else is too. I feel like the world’s not really real. like logically yeah, but I just feel kinda detached. So I’m not stressed because I don’t really like feel attached. And sometimes I feel like I’m watching myself through a screen. Today I also realised I couldnt remember half of the things I did today and got a headache trying to remember but maybe I am just tired. Idk. I have autism + MDD btw

Ok i was predicted an 8 and my component 1&2 was a grade 6 but my raw marks add up to roughly a flipping 4. uh. at least i passed? im not rlly sure how i did that badly because i was told i was going to get roughly a 7. I did have some mental health struggles in component 3 but how was it THAT BAD. and my raw marks for component 1&2 was not a 6 sooooo yeah. Also my teacher told me to change my medium from watercolor to GRAPHITE the night before. Less than 24hrs before the final exam! so yeah any year 9s out there dont take art its a scam i gave my soul to this thing and barely passed yay!! and before you say its just me my friend who is an art scholar was predicted a 9 and her art is like the most realistic shit you'll ever see got a 6. and other people in my skl are also complaining about art & photography grades being terribly low. so maybe im genuienly bad at art but i fear my teacher is also to blame. who changes the medium less than 24hrs. anyway yeah so glad its over fuck this shit.

So sometimes because of stress or lack of sleep I get mirgaines, and with these migraines not only is there pain, but i literally can't see properly because of this giant aura thing that like keeps messing with my vision. Thing is I don't have a diagnosis or anything and my exams start in like 5 days. But I literally cannot see during them and it takes 40 mins to leave. What am I supposed to do about that? do i just have to push through? and uh when I asked my mum about telling the school she said she didn't want to make it a big deal so that's that I guess