u/Inside_Persimmon3929

I have applied permethrin 5% cream twice, with a week interval in between, and washed my clothing and bedding. I have all the signs of recovering: no new burrows, can sleep at night, old bumps going away. But the thing is, even though I applied the cream on the inner thigh areas and pubic region, I didn't actually apply it directly on the genitals. Either I didn't notice the nodules there before, or I genuinely didn't know I should be applying it there as well. The nodules are still there even though I am recovering for the most part, is this normal? Should I apply the cream again even though it has already been a while since I had the treatment? Can scabies stay localized in one area? If I still had an active infestation due to missing that spot, it would spread all over again, right?

Yesterday I blocked my ex because he made it clear he doesn't want me, and he was saying hurtful things. He told me I should delete his number if I can't move on.

I got hurt and just blocked him. After I did that yesterday, I felt relieved. I am ready to move on. But suddenly I feel nauseous, I don't know why. I don't know if blocking him so suddenly was the right move or I acted on impulse.

Knock some sense into me

I was groomed online when I was 16. This man claimed to be 16/17. Later on, I found out he is at least 23. Furthermore, he had a girlfriend of almost a decade.

I am a very mentally resilient person, nothing easily bothers me. But this experience really fucked me up. He groomed me for two years. He was so brutally emotionally abusive, I have never seen someone so evil in my life.

After I cut contact with him, I was functional for over a year. But as the days pass, I find myself getting more and more mad and frustrated. He took away years of my youth, took advantage of my bad life circumstances. For the first time since then, I had a nightmare about him last night. I am getting worse about this matter, it seems. This man lives in France. I have all the information about him. I tried to reach out to his girlfriend, but it's proving to be impossible since her privacy settings are brutally limited. I reached out to his brother, and he blocked me. I don't know if he is in on this or not. I already reported to him on Pharos and Police Nationale France, but not sure if anything is happening. I want to dox this guy and ruin his life, but I'm afraid of getting into legal trouble and I don't know where I should even do that. Any advice? Does anyone live in Lille, able to help in any way?