I don't know whether I should study for my future career anymore....
Hi. I am a Grade 10 student in Alberta, and I like to think that I am a pretty high achiever. I have high 90s in math, physics, chem, and so on. Recently, I got really interested in blue collar jobs, instrumentation in particular. However, I just can't the feeling of me wasting my own potential. Sure, I could go into engineering or nursing, but I feel like they will put a huge burden on me. Yet, I have the same feeling for trades. I don't mean to be offensive, and I apologize in advance for those who are in the trades but the sterotype around trades especially for immigrant parents and people are like "damn, this kid must have dropped out of school" or "probably a recovering drug addict going back to school". Like I don't want to have this sterotype around me, as I want to be in instrumentation. Furthermore, the acceptance standards for trade school are extremely low, so I could laze around all day and still get into trade school, and this feeling has been ripping my motivation and my will to study. What is the point of studying when I am going into a lowly trade while lower achievers go into engineering or nursing? The COOP options are measely, only 4 - 8 months compared to the uni grads with 24 months of experience, but I think instrumentation can be a very lucrative career, but I just feel like I am wasting all my potential right now. I already lost my potential by choosing not to take Partial IB, and I don't want to repeat the same mistake again. I plan to pivot into OT security using my instrumentation ticket but idk, its a really long process I have to go back to school to study IS, get my certifications. What should I do?