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but i cant stop dreaming/ thinking/ literally in tears bawling over a buc-ees overbite. 😭 every time I think about them I start crying. ive never wanted to eat a hockey puck made of sugar so bad before but jesus lord id do anything for that beaver to get my hands on a bucees overbite. this is my very first pregnancy and I genuinely didnt think the cravings where this bad. I also live 4 hours away from the closest bucees to me so id have to make a whole weekend day trip out of going and that just stresses me out but im really considering it because I cant find a way to get them online and I dont think anyone from bucees will actually get back to me about purchasing a case or a flavor in bulk.

figured id share this here since i genuinely cant get the thought of them out of my mind. I see a lot of sad posts which are totally understandable, pregnancy does kinda suck tbh but I figured it might make someone laugh or feel relatable to someone. 😅

Hello everyone, I (30F) just found out im pregnant about a week and a half ago. Ive been able to quit nic vaping (woohoo!) but I cant manage to put down the wax. I dont think it helps ive used daily since the age of 19. I also have bipolar disorder which makes weening off substances very mentally challenging for me. With knowing the news of carrying a lil one I truly do want to give this baby the life he/she deserves and have even applied to my local community college for there nuclear medical technology program which I know I will also have to be clean for through out clinicals and hiring process. Regardless I know I have to be 110% honest with my OBGYN and truly plan to be but how tf can I get clean without having a manic break? I meet with my OBGYN today (5/7/26) for my first appointment and im terrified. Does anyone know if there pregnancy safe smoke cessation? would switching to CBD only products help or will I be trying to chase a usual feeling ill never get? I feel so lost and alone rn, I truly want a better life for myself and especially for my lil one to be. Any and all advice from you guys n gals that do usual tolerance breaks please drop it down below because rn I feel so lost and overwhelmed. I never realized how I allowed a single plant to consume my whole life.

So long story short, I (30F) found out im pregnant, need a "real job" (currently midnight ballerina) and realized ive done nothing with my life. Ive always wanted to be in medicine but I have always been pretty bad with science, math, bio. But when it came it taking anatomy and physiology 1 and 2 in high school, lets say I fell in love. Would getting into NMT courses be worth the stress of me "possibly" failing especially if I applied myself? I know im scared to go back to school in general considering I graduated back in 2013. I definatly feel very out of touch with schooling but I wanna do something productive with my life and especially for my family. I owe it my fiance and our new lil one to be. Thank you for your advice 🫶