I’m not a gunner or big law person for context. I’m just depressed and haven’t gotten around to it and I’m scared to look and see what’s there and the whole idea of applying and being rejected again I can’t
Even my friends agree. I just do dumb shit with no common sense. I can’t help it. I feel like I’m worth less than the average person. I’m tired of myself. And I hate being stupid in front of people. I anticipate being stupid or awkward in front of people I want to impress. When I think about what it will be like to live alone, I do think about how I can be stupid alone with the exception of work obv. I don’t like myself. I always fuck up shit that normal people wouldn’t. I don’t like myself. Wherever I go I’m still there.
DONT LOOK AT MY FEET 🛑
F23 I should note that I have zero (0) sexual or even romantic experience with another person.
I am rarely ever turned on and even when I am it’s almost like a bodily thing and not a mind thing if you know what I mean.
Fingering literally does nothing. I feel nothing. There is nothing pleasurable about it. I’ve watched stuff to try and get turned on. I’ve tried. It’s never done anything for me.
Masturbating by rubbing c or humping does get me there but it’s still very small. All it does really is dissipate the low level or horniness I had because my brain gets the signal that it’s satisfied.
I have almost no libido now. I don’t know if I’ve ever actually experienced sexual pleasure adequately. I had a toy at some point and though it was definitely more intense than going manual I still didn’t feel the THING ya know.
I think my 🐱 is broken. Or just defective.
My gf and I wanna stay for a few days in a pretty desolate house. Is it safe for two women to stay in the middle of nowhere here?