u/InterviewSudden6545

I know it sucks not having anyone to actually open up to not even having a decent conversation and taking the time to listen.

I'm here if anyone needs it. I'm free whenever you want to vent or just talk until you're ready to open up it's not easy to, but I promise it stays between us.

And I just wanna say I'm not Mister Perfect or anyone special. I'm just a guy trying to do the right thing and help you all the best I can. If you wanna talk, I'm here or vc. anything you prefer, I'm here.

Names Mateo I'm just your friendly neighborhood nerd looking for people to chill with talk laugh and maybe vc if you're comfortable I'm a nerd for comics both marvel and dc literally anything you wanna know I'm your guy.

It got me into drawing, especially my favorite character, Spider-Man, and some Marvel zombies, which is one of my favorite comic stories along with the amazing fantasy and amazing Spider-Man I'm also a fan of Batman I've read many comics.

I'm a horror fan along with Sci fi like predator, Star Wars, etc. I just wanna meet some new people to see if we could because friends you can share your own interests as well makes things more fun.

If you are interested in chatting with yours, truly my discord is marvelschamp.

All my life, I’ve felt like people underestimated me because of my learning disability. There were times I felt like teachers, even in college, looked down on me or assumed I wouldn’t succeed.

What’s been hardest isn’t just school it’s how people treat me. I often feel like I’m not seen as a full person, just my disability. I remember someone once saying something like “you’re just autistic,” and it really hurt because it felt dismissive and like they were reducing me to a label instead of actually listening to me.

When I was younger, there were also discussions about putting me in separate classes, and my mom fought hard to make sure I had the same opportunities as everyone else. I appreciate everything she did, but it also hurts to think I was seen as someone who needed to be separated or limited.

Because of all of that, I’ve always tried to be someone who helps others and doesn’t judge people based on assumptions. I just wish people could see me as more than my disability.

I also want to add that I don’t need people to talk to me in a softened or overly careful way. I can handle normal conversations. What I want is just to be treated like a person, not like I need to be handled differently.

I’m 23 now, and I still sometimes feel like I’m fighting that same perception.

We all wear a mask sometimes.

We smile, say we’re okay, and keep moving because it feels easier than explaining what’s really going on inside. But behind that mask are the emotions we hide the frustration, the sadness, and the thoughts we push away because we’re afraid of being judged for them.

I don’t think the problem is having those feelings. I think the problem is pretending they don’t exist for so long that we forget how to be honest with ourselves.

And maybe that’s why finally expressing what we’ve been holding in can feel like relief. Not because negativity is good, but because for a moment, we stop fighting ourselves and accept that we’re human.

Ok, we already know what I'm gonna say because I've posted many times here, but hey, it's never bad to see if everyone’s ok especially at night or at least where I'm from lol.

Making friends isn't easy. I understand that trust me, nobody ever wanted to be my friend or even in a relationship. I was probably too good looking for them. I'm just kidding. That's just me being funny. Maybe lift your spirits.

But despite me being myself, I just want to see if everyone’s doing well, hoping they are fine, especially those in bad situations, or just really have nobody to speak to.

Be safe, everyone.

Some of you have seen my post on how I always let others know they aren't alone, saying I've been through it before, still hoping you guys are ok.

I guess I just don't know who I am. I'm a laid-back guy, yet I still feel so alone no matter what I do or say just feel like I'm a failure that nobody ever really took the time to actually listen to me I've held so much anger in myself because I don't wanna be like that yet it gets worse every single day whenever I meet someone genuine and get close with they just ghost me and always say they aren't trying to hurt me.

I've been through the same act for so long I'm use to it because it never gets better than I question the type of person I am like everyone I was close with always gets better than I get hurt in the process so many things I've listened to I'm just cast aside like I'm nothing.

This is why sometimes I enjoy this subreddit because it feels like people actually understand, and I always leave a message just to see if others are doing well. Maybe I'm just a fool for caring. I'm not saying I'm anyone special or mister miracle in the end. I'm just a guy trying to do the right thing it just feels like I'm a burden to everyone. I'm not saying I'm giving up on life that has never crossed my mind.

I just never felt this alone and broken before.

Names Mateo, I'm 23 years old, just your laid-back type of guy living life trying to do the right thing. I'm hoping to meet someone who is also laid-back. If not, that makes it more interesting in my book.

Besides the college stuff and trying hard to stay focused, I've recently got back into drawing, literally enjoying letting my imagination run loose, same with writing my own stories, horror, kids, romance, what-if scenarios whatever my crazy mind comes up with lol. I'm also a nerd for Marvel and dc. It's literally anything you wanna know. I'm your guy, along with Star Wars lore.

I consider myself a very chill type of guy I enjoy taking things slow I don't mind the long distance because I know we will see each other some day or if you live around me that's good as well also I would like to know your interest as well it doesn't have to be the same as me honestly like I said before way more fun and interesting.

So, if you're interested, let's chat and see where it goes. There is no pressure at all. I hope you are having a nice day.

If you’re here and things have felt a bit lonely lately, I hope you’re getting through the day, alright.

I’m not really here to fix anything. I just know it can help a little to feel seen sometimes. If you want to talk about what’s been on your mind, I’m around, and I’ll read through the comments.

Hey, I know things can feel heavy sometimes, and I just wanted to offer a space if anyone needs to vent.

I’m not a professional or anything, just someone willing to listen without judgment.

If you want to talk about what’s on your mind, big or small, you can comment or message me. There is no pressure at all, and I’ll respond when I can.

Hey everyone, Names Mateo from New York, yeah, very crowded place literally something to know about myself.

I’m a pretty laid-back person who’s into good conversation, humor, and just keeping things real instead of forced.

A big part of my downtime is reading mostly comics and stories. I’m really into Marvel and DC, and I like seeing how different characters and worlds are built. I’m also into mythology, just learning how different cultures tell their stories and create legends. On top of that, I’m a big Star Wars fan, so I’m always into that kind of universe-building and lore.

Outside of that, I’m just someone who’s open-minded and enjoys learning about other people’s interests, too. I don’t need someone to have the same hobbies as me. I actually like when people bring something different to the table.

I’m not trying to rush anything. I'm just looking to meet someone I naturally click with and see where it goes.

If you’re genuine, easy to talk to, and like just having real conversations, we’ll probably get along.

Every time I vent here, I never get heard, like, what is it? I remember someone said to me on here say " You're just autistic buddy." First of all, there's a difference between autistic and having a learning disability why do I always get talked down like idk how I'm feeling.

It hurts to feel like I'm being treated like an idiot who doesn't know what sadness or loneliness is. Even my college professor try to do the same shit to me. I'm just so tired of people thinking I'm a joke.

Even as a kid, they wanted to put me in a special class because they thought I wouldn't make it this is always been a problem with everyone, like, why am I seen as a failure.

People don't even get a chance to actually know the real me, and that's the worst pain I've carried.

I just want people to for once hear me without being ignored.