u/Investigator-Melodic

I’m gambling again, and reached out for more therapy today as it helped me about 2 years ago when I was really bad… slot machines is my thing and I have such an addictive personality it sucks, only lost £110 on machines when I could of walked away -30 not -110, but that’s how they get you, anyway I’m not overly pissed off about it as I know I have a problem again, and getting help. Any tips for staying away from the machines and to stop the urge as it’s very strong at times and takes over and I’m like there’s nothing better right now then playing my favourite slots, dopamine and winning money what more could you want from life, addiction sucks..

Anyone else find tots boring, I don’t even wanna pack any of the players that’s how bad it is.

Got paid today and let’s just say I’m not complete or not at all happy with life atm, so I thought I’d gamble to fill that urge, and proceeded to chase my losses like usual, I’m doing amazing compared to years ago where I was a massive degenerate, but these little slip ups happen every month or so… and do not do me any justice, I have a crazy addictive personality and love dopamine to much.. I will be addicted forever, I just wish there would a time where I don’t want to gamble. To save my sanity and pride as I’m tired of it.