I am in the current search for food themed pet wear for my pets to wear !! mostly the burger shoes and burger hat but anything else is fine with me !!!

thank you for taking your time to read this :D

Any charaters are welcomed! I dont really have any boundaries? Just nothing extreme! I can do a short simple animation or headshot, maybe full body if I'm able to do so!! I am trying to slowly get back into drawing / animating again!!

It's simple blinking animation, not much to it. The heart can be kept or removed! THIS IS NOT FIRST COME FIRST SERVE, I'm picking whatever peaks my interest!

I unfortunately cannot remove the watermark on the second slide.

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I realized that, despite lingering here for quite some time, I never actually made a proper introduction. My apologies for that!

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I've been quietly observing this community for a while now, and I genuinely enjoy interacting with the people here. It's one of the few places where I can express myself without being told that I'm "too much," irrational, or simply wrong for the way I experience love. There's something comforting about being surrounded by those who understand!

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a little about me:

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I am an eighteen-year-old self-identifying male and yandere, primarily of the monopolizing variety. I have BPD with NPD traits, DID, and ADHD. As a result, my personality and demeanor can fluctuate quite dramatically at times. Even so, I genuinely enjoy meeting new people and forming meaningful connections. My DMs are always open for anyone interested in friendship!!

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I frequently write about my thoughts here! my fantasies, my desires, and the things that occupy my mind when I'm alone. I may occasionally vent as well, though those posts rarely remain for long. Embarrassment has a habit of catching up with me afterward.

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The reason I joined this subreddit was simple: I wanted to find people who think and feel similarly. For most of my life, I felt isolated because my perception of love seemed fundamentally different from everyone else's. To me, love has always been intertwined with devotion, possession, obsession, and mutual dependence. I find comfort in the idea of becoming someone's entire world while they become mine in return. A bond so complete that neither of us would ever need to seek fulfillment elsewhere. Whenever I express these thoughts, people often seem concerned, though I've never fully understood why. From my perspective, there is something deeply reassuring about two people placing absolute trust in one another and choosing each other above everyone else.

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Perhaps that's simply how I love.

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In any case, I look forward to having more wonderful interactions with everyone here! Thank you for taking the time to read this!! ❤︎⁠

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I long for the attention of the one I love. I want their eyes fixed on me and me alone. Every thought, every feeling, every moment of comfort should lead them right back to my side. As time passes, they will learn that no one could ever love them as completely as I do. No one could understand them the way I can. Second by second, I will become the center of their world. With every doubt they have, every disappointment inflicted by others, I will be there to offer reassurance. A gentle hand. A comforting voice. A safe place to fall. Soon, they will begin to question everyone around them. Who truly cares? Who remains when everyone else leaves? The answer will always be the same.

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Me.

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Only me.

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The trust they place in others will wither, while their trust in me grows stronger with each passing day. They will come to rely on my approval, my affection, and my presence. I will reward their obedience with praise and devotion, teaching them exactly what earns my love. Eventually, dependence will feel natural to them. They will no longer seek comfort elsewhere, nor will they desire it. Why would they when everything they could ever need is already in my hands?

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A darling who never thinks to flee is not one who is trapped, but one who has been loved so completely, so properly, that leaving never even crosses their mind. I want to give them that kind of love.

I dislike seeing too many things at once/visual clutter, and it irks me when there are an overwhelming number of icons on the screen. As a result, I prefer organizing them into separate sections to keep everything looking neat and easier to navigate. Whenever I look through someone else's pronouns.cc, they often have a lengthy list for each of their individual kins.

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I was just curious to see whether anyone else organizes theirs the way I do, or similar?

I have no idea how to make a proper source call so just bare with me. also, I'm double friendly. doubles are very much welcomed to interact!

I didn't know how to flair this, sorry!

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I will try to get everyone who commets! I have major art block and want to make some doodles of the lovely couples here. anyone is welcomed! but please keep in mind that these doodles will be messy due to my art block getting it the way to put more effort. don't expect the best! thank you. 💕

I want to draw so badly but I have absolutely no motivation to do so.

concept kins, fictionkins, factkins, otherhearted, ockins, etc are all allowed. I'm more interested in kinsonas but I'll take literally anyone. If you have a yumeship? I'll draw it too.

don't expect it to come out great. again, I have art block. If anything, expect the utterly worst.

I never officially got into starters, I've seen clips of it and know bits of it. I made ocs regarding to starters with my long–term friend before despite knowing hardly anything a long while ago. but Dr Sylveon has been a somewhat kinsider. at first, it felt more of a synpath but as for now? I'm not too sure if I relate or if I am him.

this is a platonic vent / rant ( - ish ) ?

I don't necessarily miss any of my source mates, I never really have. I moved on knowing I'll never see them again. and if I did? I wouldn't be able to connect with them the same way that it used to be, atleast, I don't think so. but, sometimes I wonder if they miss me. If that makes sense.

memories regarding to my source mates, I usally brush off or disregard. I don't care for the memories, atleast, not anymore. but when viewing fanart, seeing how happy I was with them. It makes me yearn for that happiness. I can only hope that they miss me.

but that brings me to another question, am I even somebody worth of missing?

does this count as fluff? I dunnooo...BUT LOOK AT ME OMGGG I LOVE THIS FRAME OF MYSELF SO MUCH!!!!!! art is from crumb.crumblet.S.crumbington on YouTube (specifically Pork Soda)

I've been looping this frame on repeat over and over because it gives me so much joy!

— fictive that just likes the fictionkin lable more!

I've interacted inside this subreddit a few times before but never once made a proper post. well, here it is!

I honestly had no idea how to flair this post. Since I made the art myself, I ended up flairing it as “creative,” but this is mostly a question/discussion aimed at fictionkins who also happen to be part of a system.

For the past few days maybe even around a week at this point I’ve been experiencing memories connected to a completely different source/media than usual. There was one specific person in those memories who caused an overwhelmingly upsetting feeling every time they were brought up. It genuinely felt devastating, almost like I was grieving them or mourning the fact that they were gone. The emotional reaction was so intense and persistent that I started assuming it was some kind of involuntary fictionkin experience, especially since the memories kept resurfacing consistently for several days straight.

That assumption lasted until yesterday, when I finally realized what was actually happening.

The source of those memories wasn’t a new fictionkin at all. It was an alter/headmate/part of ours who had gone dormant years ago and only very recently came back. Apparently, he had been co-fronting with me throughout those past few days, which explains why the memories and emotions felt so vivid and personal. Even while I’m writing this now, he’s still co-fronting.

Honestly, the realization was both shocking and reliving. Looking back, a lot of things suddenly make much more sense in hindsight. Has this happened to anyone else on here? I'd like to hear about your own personal experience if so.

I finished this around yesterday or the day before but was too embarrassed to post it since I'm not typically open about anything regarding myself let alone "crushes." I've been sorta "self shipping" with Toby for a nearly five years. it's been a while. I might have got some things wrong or even out of place. hell, it's been a long while since I had memories regarding myself or past. I'll probably delete this later. I usually do with most things.