I am thinking about ending my life

I am thinking about ending my life. I do not have a plan but I am thinking about it. I am thinking about jumping off my balcony. I am thinking of crashing my car into a wall. I am thinking on overdosing on heroin. I am thinking about cutting myself. I am thinking about jumping off a bridge. I am thinking about hanging myself. I am thinking about buying a gun but I would most likely survive a self inflicted gunshot wound. I am thinking about ending my life.

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u/Its-mikul — 2 days ago

Recommendations for mental health

Hey y’all,

I was wondering if anyone could recommend any good hospitals or resources for someone who is thinking about ending their life but is not going to actually do it yet. I want to go to a hospital voluntarily but if I go, they will eventually make the stay involuntarily and then I will lose my rights to firearms for the rest of my life. Does anyone know of any options? I am not open to mental health cooperative or Vanderbilt. I have tried to schedule medication management and have been unsuccessful for the past few months and I have been jumping from therapist to therapist. I have insurance but need f2f appts due to the extreme trauma and symptoms I am experiencing. At this point, I am on the verge on giving up on my mental health. Any advice is welcomed. Thanks yall

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u/Its-mikul — 2 days ago

Why is my hair looking this way?

Hello! I have been attempting to obtain the same hairstyle as the reference photo in this post (last photo). Most of the time I can get my hair to look decent (2nd to last photo). My recently, my hair has been looking weird. I have tried blow drying and using products on my hair but it seems to always look ugly. Is there a haircut I should ask for? Why is my hair doing this? Any advice welcome before I chop my hair off

u/Its-mikul — 13 days ago

Scenecore shows?

Does anyone know how to find scenecore shows? I listen to a lot of Rebzy, korpsebunny, dolleater, ratrace 90210, roshyw, punkinlovee, pupsies, etc
First off is this even scenecore? If so, how do I find shows that play this? I know a lot of these artists don’t perform atm but does anyone know of any shows that play their music or what to type into google to find shows that play their music? Every time I type in scenecore shows I just have charliexcx or some bs pop up

I just want to find a show playing their music so I can finally meet people who listen to the same music as me

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u/Its-mikul — 19 days ago

I want it to end

I am getting tired of living. I am getting tired of being on the verge of harming myself every few weeks. I’m tired of thinking about killing myself or hurting myself everyday. I’m tired of having no joy. I’m tired of not being able to do things I used to enjoy. I’m tired of being tired. I’m tired of being lazy. I’m tired of my obsessive thought. Im tired of being angry. I want to end my life and I want this to stop. I have been looking for help and can not find help anywhere. I think the world wants me to kill myself.

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u/Its-mikul — 22 days ago

Mental Health Services after 5pm?

Hey y’all,

I hope everyone is well. I was wondering if anyone knows of any places that offer f2f therapy or intensive outpatient programs for mental health (NOT ADDICTION). I have recently been struggling and have been experiencing really negative and dangerous thoughts. I currently have a therapist but they are not helpful to me at the moment. I am completing testing with Athena but they are unprofessional so I do not want to work with them once my testing is complete, I have tried the Refuge Center but my therapist retired and the receptionist makes scheduling appointments impossible. I am desperately looking for a therapist or IOP program before my life goes downhill. I work from 8-4:30 everyday, most places that I have called don’t offer appts at or after 5. Any advice welcomed. Thanks everyone.

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u/Its-mikul — 22 days ago

What’s everyone’s plans for tonight?

Hey y’all!!!

Happy 4th!!!! I was wondering what everyone’s plans for tonight are? I currently have no plans and not many friends to hang out with. Looking for something fun to do tonight that does not revolve solely around drinking (I am 7 months sober now woohoo!). Any and all recommendations for things to do welcomed! Thanks y’all!

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u/Its-mikul — 2 months ago

Upbeat daycore/pop song remix

I can’t seem to make the lyrics of this song. Any help welcomed! Thanks everyone!!!!

u/Its-mikul — 2 months ago

[Pc] [2017/2016] creepy Game about a little scribble/stick figure girl wearing a pink dress

I am looking for a game that was released during the time that Petscop was released or trending. I remember seeing gameplay on YouTube for the game. It was about this girl named Lucy, Suzy, daisy? I think the title includes the girls name and rhymed. The game looked like a child drew it. The title screen had the character singing (going like lalala). Anyone remember this game or the name of it? The character themselves looked like a child’s drawing. Almost like a stick figure, I think they wore a pink dress? The entire game and world looked like a child drew it (almost like scribbles made out of crayon). The game was creepy and talked about darker subjects relating to the girl and some traume I believe. I can’t remember. Any advice welcomed!

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u/Its-mikul — 3 months ago

Looking for a forgotten creepy game

Hello,

I am looking for a game that was released during the time that Petscop was released or trending. It was a bout this girl named Lucy, Suzy, daisy? I think the title includes the girls name and rhymed. The game looked like a child drew it. The title screen had the character singing (going like lalala). Anyone remember this game or the name of it? The character themselves looked like a child’s drawing. Almost like a stick figure, I think they wore a pink dress? The game was creepy and talked about darker subjects relating to the girl and some traume I believe. I can’t remember. Any advice welcomed!

It’s not Franbow, Lucy dreaming, lacy wardrobe, dreaming Mary,

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u/Its-mikul — 3 months ago