a while ago, when i was newly into manifesting i just affirmed wanting to be attracted by men and looking more feminine since i didn’t really have a proper desire about it, i completely forgot about it but a while ago i looked at pictures of me when i started and when i stopped and i looked better and different imo?? i mean maybe it’s just self concept but i feel like i just glow more now ?
i’ve manifested things before and from everything i’ve manifested maybe like less than 50% of the things i actually want to. i don’t know what it is but i just never seem to manifest the things i actually want, i’m always manifesting things that don’t really matter. no appearance changes, no grades, no fucking money and it’s so annoying and frustrating. i’ve gotten manifesting coaches and i have a good self concept i believe but it just doesn’t work and i know some person is gonna be like “oh ur saying ur trying blah blah blah” well i’ve been trying to persist but it doesn’t work and idk what it is bc i’m so tired of this and it’s so fucking annoying