u/JakobsSolace

I thought we had more time, it's funny in a way, after she was admitted to hospital I noticed that the clock in her bedroom stopped. I asked for more time but things... don't seem to work out very well for me in this life. It's difficult to put it all adequately into words, I don't want to be alone - the house is so quiet & empty by myself though I have my two pets to care for.

I have other people in my life I'm somewhat close with but not a ton, it's always kind of been that way since I became an adult. In the past I had a larger circle of friends, I drifted away and so did they. I feel like I don't know how I will survive and my mental health off & on the past couple years has not been fantastic to put it lightly. I feel life has really worn me down; I will find someway to survive I suppose, somehow.