Relationship advice
Me and this guy have built a relationship over the past year and a half. He’s 19, I’m 26. We are friends with benefits and our relationship and feelings towards each other have grown strong. He is openly gay, I’m bi and fully closeted.
He’s about to leave in three weeks to go to college about eight hours away. Yesterday he told me he thinks we should move on from each other so he can pursue a relationship with someone closer to him at college when he goes.
We have strong feelings for each other and I’m afraid of losing him since he’s a great guy. I have a steady job at a family business here, but have been considering going back to school for medicine as I am not fully content.
I could look into going to school somewhere close to him? I’m looking for advice and help on what to do and how to get through or move on from this? I’m driving myself crazy over possibly losing him, I just mentally feel like everything is falling apart.