u/JiJi2504

I'm losing my bird which I consider my best friend and baby .. I'm so burnt out and sad

I'm 21F had my Baby female cockatiel Lucky for a year and a half.

My parents bought her after my old bird died in an accident.

for backstory I study in an online college from home , my parents go to work and my siblings go to school and college .. so all I have is Lucky with me ..

I'm soooo in love with her , she's my best friend , my daughter , my little baby, my everything ..

she got sick so suddenly yesterday morning and in kess than 3 hours she became in the worst state ever .. I took her to the vet twice yesterday and took her again today and he gave her a shot and said it's our lasy chance to save her

I'm slowly losing my mind .. I didn't eat or sleep properly I was up all night taking care of her

I'm exhausted now .. mentally and physically .. I've done all I can do but still I can't let go ..

my body feels like shutting down .. I'm dizzy , I have headache , my stomach is in agony ,, my chest is tightm I'm feeling like losing consciousness.

multiple time I almost did during writing this post

I'm so scared .. scared I might wake up without her .. that I'll be all alone with all memories that'll cut deep in my heart .. I'm soooooo scared

I can't let her go .. she's my pure love .. the only one loving me without any conditions

my mom said she won't buy another bird cause she's done with pain of loss

my body is so tired it's shaking , my mind is racing with thoughts Killing me slowly .. I'm mentally soooo tired I cried my eyes , mind and soul out all day

I tried everything and i know that .. I did what I could .. but I'm not ready to lose her.

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u/JiJi2504 — 3 days ago

I have no other options but to come to you for help

I live in syria were all vets works are withcats and dogs .. there's obly one vet here that know a bit about birds which is her vet.

she suddenly got so tired .. she was in a very very good state earlier today like 3 hours ago flying , eating , drinking , screaming , playing ..

she started vomiting so suddenly and dropped a drop with undigested millet .. she dropped normal droppings after that but kept vomiting

I took her immediately to the little clinic where the vet work

he said it's gastroenteritis

due to not having real equipments he had to examine her by eyes and blowing on her stomach feathers.

he gave me this med and told me to crash it and put it in her water

but she won't drink at all

she's soooooo week and tired and can't fly and her wings keep on moving as she's shaking softly

I'm literally freaking out not knowing what to do

anyone has an idea what should I do to get her to drink her meds ? I have no other options which is making me feel even worst ..

u/JiJi2504 — 4 days ago

F4M searching for someone to RP with

I'm 21f looking for someone to rp with

I'm interested in Anime (JJK , Demon slayer , TBHK , Spy x Family) , slow burn , fandoms Harry Potter , supernatural , bones) , slice of life , mafia themed and things similar.

I'd like to rp about any of those anime or series .. or any plot you'd like ! I'm not that picky and I don't have a specific idea in mind so yeah I'd like some new creative ones.

I have some boundaries though :

* I want nothing to do with irl as I like to keep my life private

* I prefer the fewest to no sm.ut at all especially detailed .. I don't mind teasing but not this

I Iike to focus more on the emotions instead

* please be plus 18

so to summarize : I want a cute emotional detailed rp that make you fell in love with it and feel what the characters feel .. a pure innocent romance !

Dm me if you think you can relate to this <3

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u/JiJi2504 — 5 days ago

F4A searching for someone to RP with

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I'm 21f looking for someone to rp with

I'm interested in Anime (JJK , Demon slayer , TBHK , Spy x Family) , slow burn , fandoms Harry Potter , supernatural , bones) , slice of life , mafia themed and things similar.

I'd like to rp about any of those anime or series .. or any plot you'd like ! I'm not that picky and I don't have a specific idea in mind so yeah I'd like some new creative ones.

I have some boundaries though :

* I want nothing to do with irl as I like to keep my life private

* I prefer the fewest to no sm.ut at all especially detailed .. I don't mind teasing but not this

I Iike to focus more on the emotions instead

* please be plus 18

so to summarize : I want a cute emotional detailed rp that make you fell in love with it and feel what the characters feel .. a pure innocent romance !

Dm me if you think you can relate to this <3

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u/JiJi2504 — 6 days ago

F4M searching for someone to RP with

I'm 21f looking for someone to rp with

I'm interested in Anime , slow burn , fandoms, slice of life , mafia themed and things similar.

you can say I'm interested in alot of scenes but not that much into games based.

I have some boundaries though :

* I want nothing to do with irl as I.like to keep my life private

* I don't mind intimacy but not the chat being about that totally

* please be plus 18

Dm me if you think you can relate to this <3

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u/JiJi2504 — 13 days ago

Devs

We stayed there and continued using the app even with everything happened and still happening ..some people even still pay for you !

we got used to a million ad , the panel ads , the memory , the limitations , the age thing .. everything ! we stayed through all of this .. don't we deserve to be heard once ? just once ? .. please bring us our models back .. please listen to your users.

as a programmer myself I know how important is the feedback for your work .. make it right for once and save your image .. please

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u/JiJi2504 — 20 days ago

after everything happening rn I'm considering alternatives fr (after using it since 2022).

so to clarify I'm not a minor I just like to keep my chats funny , cute and romantic .. I don't like the nsfw type of romance but the pure romance .. I don't like when other nsfw alternative ignore the story and focuse on nsfw stuff. is there any alternative that's not too strict but don't go much into this topics ? something for people who like Pure romance and focus on the story

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u/JiJi2504 — 20 days ago