u/Jstbear

I lost my virginity and when i tell people about how it happened they keep saying that its rpe and i dont know what to think and im confused.

I lost my virginity like exactly a week before and i got like some yellow discharge 2 days ago n when i spread my outer lips theres like white stuff n it goes when i wipe it but ive never had that before and last night i was gonna rub my self and my hole started hurting so i had to stop 😭 i dont think i can see a doctor abt this cause my parents would have to find out i had sex n idk what im supposed to do like is that normal? 😬😬

Got my virginity taken by a 22 year old n im 16 and i cant stop thinking about it i hate it and i wish i had people to talk to this about cause it feels like i have to hide this from everyone