u/Judyvibes_

I was on mic up talking a deep conversation with this guy and just when I felt like I could finally find a friend and add him and talk with him regularly my Internet shuts down and kicked me out the game, I cant fine him </3

I've been searching for a breed that might be fairly similar to my cat but never did find any cat like it before.

He has a black fluffy fur but some how white on the roots, has straight hair but curly from the roots too, golden and green eye colour, has the most puffiest tail ever even when he's completely relaxed, has calm demeanor (if that would make a difference on its breed) and is around 8 months old

if anyone has more questions I'll be answering

I'm still struggling with my mental health, depression is really growing onto me and without having a friend or anyone to talk to everyday feels like im actually dying.

And being a student isn't helping me at all, I toke a test today, English, my favourite subject, I never toke less than a 100% in every English exam, just received my grade and it's 44%.

I'm already crying my eyes out and begging the teacher to tell me what I did wrong in the exam and that this is the only subject I'm good at so to get 44% is hell for me, not only is the teacher not responding to me, and my mental health is at it's lowest, my parents knew my grade, and as a arab parents they yelled at me, called me names, compared me to my classmates, siblings and family members, but also are taking the teacher side and I'm not good at anything in life, just crying in my room all day won't fix my depression, remind you that they aren't allowing me to go to therapy for their "self image", they rather see me crying for months every day in my room and failing in everything other than letting the people know their daughter go to therapy.

Im tired, helpless, and can't do anything, just getting yelled at, crying, failing.

I really need a human interaction away from all this..

I was going to therapy for my mental health issues but my dad cut off my weekly visits because money is tight, on my last time seeing her she told me to find more friends and it might at least give me a put not to get in even worst depression condensation.

I tried talking with ppl on roblox since I dont go out unless for school once in like two weeks, didnt work.

I downloaded few talking apps but I'm too scared to start a conversation or anything, I'm trying my best to put myself out there but I can't find anyone.

I'm sorry if I sound pathatic I'm just tired of crying myself to sleep everyday with no friends or family..