u/Jus_Mk34

I push love away before it has the chance to touch me.

I crave it, but can't receive it.

I think I'm strong, but I sometimes think I'm a fortress of fear.

I avoid, not because I don’t care, but because I'm kinda scared to need.

I use silence as protection, not peace, because I can't argue with anyone.

I keep doors half-open, just enough to escape.

You'll feel like a stranger beside me.

May offer you touch, but not Presence.

I'll flee on the sight of intimacy.

TL;DR; : AM I HIDING FROM MYSELF?

I push love away before it has the chance to touch me.

I crave it, but can't receive it.

I think I'm strong, but I sometimes think I'm a fortress of fear.

I avoid, not because I don’t care, but because I'm kinda scared to need.

I use silence as protection, not peace, because I can't argue with anyone.

I keep doors half-open, just enough to escape.

You'll feel like a stranger beside me.

May offer you touch, but not Presence.

I'll flee on the sight of intimacy.

TL;DR; : AM I HIDING FROM MYSELF?

I push love away before it has the chance to touch me.

I crave it, but can't receive it.

I think I'm strong, but I sometimes think I'm a fortress of fear.

I avoid, not because I don’t care, but because I'm kinda scared to need.

I use silence as protection, not peace, because I can't argue with anyone.

I keep doors half-open, just enough to escape.

You'll feel like a stranger beside me.

May offer you touch, but not Presence.

I'll flee on the sight of intimacy.

TL;DR; : AM I HIDING FROM MYSELF?

Very urgent, looks like I'm losing it.

Edit: Thanks to everyone who have shared their thoughts on how to cope with anxiety. I tried some today at my place of work and it really helped, I realized some may take time to take effect and I'm working on them, much love to everyone who's tried to help.

Very urgent, I think I'm losing it.

Edit: Thanks to everyone who have shared their thoughts on how to cope with anxiety. I tried some today at my place of work and it really helped, I realized some may take time to take effect and I'm working on them, much love to everyone who's tried to help.

Very urgent, I think I'm losing it.