u/Just-Print-111

Im in my twenties and I miss having a group of friends or at least a really good one to talk to everyday. How and where can I find this again ?

He didnt explicitly say im loose but he did say that I took him with no problem and that I didnt bleed.. which in his mind a virgin wouldn't be able to do. I will say that the sex did hurt but I just took it, I had pains for like a week after it. But at the same time I didnt really feel him, I didnt feel him inside me, i just felt his roughness, no idea if this makes sense or not. Idk i feel like i was dissociating too, didnt really feel like I was in my body during it, maybe thats why I didnt feel much except for his roughness...no idea if im making any sense right now im so sorry 💀