Everythings over
So in 2024 I met a girl
Tab itna kuch nahi tha like it's just a friend and ok kabhi kabhi hi baat hoti thi like she was preparing for a competitive exam (can't take name) I mean who even cares if she reads this? Whatever
Toh around 2025 during my holidays, I was added to a gc with her and few more peeps.
Like lets name my bsf apple, a guy, lets name him pineapple, one more girl, lets name her watermelon and one more guy lets name him idli and a girl named mango, one more guy, lets name him popo
Ok so I don't think I'll include idli and mango but it's fine this was our gc.
So idli, he first proposed my bsf and we knew hes just here for timepass and no good intentions with her. We all discussed this without letting idli know and advised her not to date him. She didn't, and that time, we had a server on dc and there one guy joined. He was a stalker and from some well known stalker community (maybe Indian people know) toh he stalked my bsf and she used to tell us in gc
One of the members (not me) thought of trolling the stalker and said my bsf to act like his community member like acting for time of prayers, etc etc.
And that idli guy, offended from the rejection, he leaked all my bsfs details to that stalker. My bsf had to go underground (disappear)
I told gc members this was a bad idea about trolling but that time no one listened to me
And meanwhile my bsf got so insecure deleted all her socials, not ready to talk to anyone blah blah idk if it's real or not but she deleted her both dc and isnta.
I motivated her, even small notifications used to scare her. Me, being a cybersecurity student, used to motivate her by saying he can no more track u, some shit like that so she feels safe.
After all that, she recovered and started everything as normal again
We used to talk a lot, she had her holidays after the exam and I used to manage my time and talk to her. Our bonding became strong
We sometimes used to talk overnight. I even had college the next day but made some excuses just to spend more time talking to her.
All was going good until one day she got her college alloted.
After that, things started to change and I felt like she's ghosting me. But I ignored it saying she must be busy because of her college and things will be good again.
No, I was wrong
One day I noticed, she texted and within one mili second she went away like not even offline, just like she ghosted my text. She replied in next day afternoon
Few more incidents happened like i asked her for vc and sometimes she used to disappear after i sent that or make some excuse that my parents are here or something
I got to know there is definitely something fishy
I observed more and plenty of same incidents happened
I was sure that she's trying to avoid me
Suddenly her insta stories started to vanish, her highlights were not there, her whatsapp dp was not there
This affected me and I stopped bothering her.
One day, she was talking in gc and I was stalking as usual because I know they're gonna ignore me if I join in
Got to know, she got some serious injury and is on bedrest for 1-2 months. I got worried and texted her
She replied after a while and when I asked that should I call her she just said some excuse just like before
I felt heartbroken fr
I left dc insta..each and every social media I had and just needed a break from all this
I told all this to her before going and she was like she just sent me and added some family drama excuse ( just so she doesn't feel blamed or bad )
apna time lele (take ur time)
Like arey bhai me kya karu ise dekh ke??? I sent a whole essay and ur like "take ur time"????
Chodo, I came back after 20 days and that pineapple person texted me that she had her surgery and why didn't I text her
I didn't say anything because I didn't wanted to tell him all this as I wasn't that comfortable with him
I don't know what convo happened between them but things got more worse
The gc members started disappearing when I used to come, and one day
When they all were in vc, i joined them and everyone got quiet except pineapple
Felt a bit awkward but soon the vc ended (it was because I joined)
One more time in around january I joined vc and everyone got quiet
My bsf speaked one more language which I didn't know and pineapple knew it. Watermelon didn't knew it and she started typing in that language so that I don't understand what she's saying. After a bit, i pretended to be afk and she was like don't tell me all this. I was hurt by this and left vc with a gtg excuse within no time
And after I left, my "bsf" asked pineapple to explain all to watermelon and watermelon typed "usko nahi batana tha kya?" And deleted it because they said to
Again it was me heartbroken
Ok ok one more last
In April evening, we were in vc from around 5 to 8
I usually go to gym at 5 but for them i extended time till 8 and again and same thing happened, she was just listening and not speaking. Around 8:30 i said gtg and she said I gtg too. I was like okay this vcs gonna end after I go. After few mins, I left and guess what 😭😭😭
She opened her mic the second i left
For the i felt like my feet are disconnected from earth I still can't remember that shitty day
I was frustrated, left and I messaged her midnight saying all this and she was like I was just testing if u would notice or not but later when I brought up past incidents and story hide things, she said my bro wanted to speak with him
I knew she was lying and I sent her screenshots of her insta profile that I can't see her highlights and all but she was like u can see and she unhide me the second i said that
I had before and after screenshots so I sent her and she was like u changed after November and when u left and I couldn't get normal after that
I literally cried after reading all this like, she was the main reason I left in November and now she's speaking this???!!!!
After that,she deactivated her insta and after a fewdays, she reactivated and blocked me
I am still in contact with the pineapple though
To this day, I can't forget that time, I get nightmares at 3 am, it has become my routine to sleep at 4 or 5 am
I don't have anyone to tell about this
The one I used to tell is now gone 😭😭
Past few weeks I've been all alone crying in my room
Idk what to say, still haven't recovered from that trauma
Just fell to type here because my heart was heavy
Guys I didn't love her but you know I felt there was someone for me, someone there to understand me, my so called "bsf".
I thought of posting this long ago but I used to think what if this post gets to her but now idc