Im (22F) and i have (26M) partner. I'm feeling sexually unfulfilled and I'm not sure if it's my fault, if my expectations are too high, or if I'm just comparing them to the excitement I had with my ex.
Hi, so i have a partner with our only child. Hindi ko alam yung ganitong feeling kasi before this relationship, jealousy is like nothing for me. Like ano naman if may iba sya, i can find someone better naman. But now. Iba, na ninibago ako kasi may child ng involve.
So this is the story. My partner had a long time "girl best friend" to the point na they are so comfortable with each other. They openly talking about their sex life, problems, and plans. Minsan pumunta sya don sa girl even midnight para mag eat, napunta din sa house yung girl to visit us, magkasama sila lumbas. And now preggy yung girl. Sinasamahan nya lumabas for cravings. Which is i didn't experience while being preggy with our child.
Even his grandparents asking me if im good with it. And i told them that it's good as long as i can see them. But deep inside i wanna say "it's fine. Kasi its a relief to let go a manchild".
I don't know if this is insecurity or jealousy, what do you think?
Is it because its a sin? Or it's uncomfortable for man?