I'm finally free.
Been holding onto this chick for some time now.
Last week she was near my place for like three days and she didn't meet up with me.
It's not that I didn't ask, I did, but her excuse was her mom who btw is abroad, keeps calling her and she doesn't want her to go any place yenye hafai.
The last day nilijam nikamshow if she doesn't want to talk to someone aseme tu. That's when we stopped communicating for the next like four days, then yesterday I get a hey, I replied with a yes, then she's like salamu hapa na pale, and I'm like okay. Ikaishia hapo.
Today, I received another text, "I need a loan", no heying, no kujulia mtu hali, no nothing, straight to the point. That's when I knew that hata the hey ya jana, it was just to make her way to kuomba pesa.
Nilimuuliza why, hata salamu hakuna, what happened to us. She then hits me with the fact that she wants to be independent ety hataki kuwa burden kwa mtu. I said okay followed with a huge sigh, na nikamwambia I'm moving on. I don't want her texting me unless it's necessary.
We've agreed on that na pia nimehide her status updates, I don't want to overthink shit. I think I'm headed in the right direction.
As the Mandalorians say, THIS IS THE WAY!!