u/Klutzy-Morning7123

Hi! I finally received my clip ins from Goo Goo hair that match my hair after a failed attempt. Now I have them did a quick trial run and I’m wondering do I need to use all 7 pieces? I’m not sure I have enough of my own hair to hold all of it.

I've been living with anxiety pretty much as far back as I can recall. I really thought at 43 things would start leveling out. I don't know if meds aren't working like they should (bupropion/zoloft). Or if it's a hormonal thing? I lost my mother in November, which was no loss at all if I'm being honest. We were no contact for the last 8 years. I think her passing though opened up some more anxiousness. Plus, now I'm stuck with my aging father that also caused a lot of damage. I notice a lot more lately almost that I'm paranoid that everyone around me is mad at my like my kids, and husband. I constantly am asking my husband if everything is ok. I know I have got to be annoying the hell out of him, but he takes it like a trooper. My oldest will be 18 soon, but is high functioning with autism, and there has been a lot of anxiousness of where he will be going future wise.

I catch my self being so tense, my body feels like it's bracing for a car accident. My neck and back are just plain sore from the tension. Then, the not so fun subject, I have no drive for any kind of physical contact with my husband. I'm still attracted to him, but I'm mentally too tired to even be romantic. Anyone else in the same boat? What did you do?