u/KommunistAllosaurus

So....what I've been trying to manifest away is indeed my job.

And mind you, I'm feeling good and truly valuing my well being as #1 priority more and more, with a pair of nice manifestations that have already shown up.

However, as I'm trying to do this, and as I'm willing to do this, I can't help but.....not giving a fuck about my work.

Ok I'm there, but....I really don't care. So I am doing things a bit lightheartedly. I'm in a statal job, so it's basically impossible to get fired or having serious repercussions (and I've also manifested this, as my #1 priority in life is security).

I come from a very hard working family. My mother- aka the generator of all my evil- was extremely diligent and devoted to any type of work. I'm a natural philosopher and a creator, I prefer to study and elaborate on the planes of spirit and mind, rather than matter.

But I always needed to be as hardworking and robotic as possible to please her and others, as I did a scientific career where no kind of creative and """""naive"""""" thought is allowed.

Anyway, these negative imprintings still drag me down during the day. I'm just at work trying to see and feel the best as I can- and one way is actually not giving a fuck about it, not to mention vividly envision or thinking that indeed this is just temporary. I truly couldn't care less.

At the same time my inner critic goes haywire at the minimum error or breaking of the """"rules"""". The more I go on, the more I see that these rules are nothing but prisons created to keep us low vibe and compliant. Problem is that, most humans don't get that.

What to do then? How to concime or work my thoughts around this whole ordeal?

I'm curious to know your advice here.

I finally have some space, and I want a medium/large colubrid (that doesn't get incredibly huge or has pretty advanced necessities like a cribo or even a false water cobra- water+ large colubrid= death, and I don't really want to clean everything all the time).

I've been a long time researcher and enthusiast of those three species. The Russian ratsnake was my first choice as a beginner snake. Due to circumstances, I chose four-lined snakes. But that's another story.

Taiwan beauty snakes are just goated as far as looks and size.

They are one of the few snakes that I legit adore the wild type coloration, just so elegant and sharp.

Russians are cool as hell too, but my boa takes the spot as the "black snake". Carpet pythons, which are under my radar, are undoubtedly better looking, especially jungles. The Russians win for their temperament and curiosity against carpets, that's for sure.

Don't know how they fare temperament wise against Taiwan beauties though.

Most tais seem pretty chill, which is absolutely awesome.

Bulls.... everyone loves them. And they come in crazy cool morphs. I see their appeal, some are stunning indeed. But they are (bullsnakes) so since I want a pet, and I'm someone that loves to handle and interacts with animals a lot (I also do educational lectures) I really don't want or need to face aggressive or defensive snakes.

Bulls are also pricey. But I don't care, as a good quality animal is worth every penny.

So what do you guys think? I found three awesome specimens of each available. The enclosure is perfect for each one of those, and care is pretty similar for all of them.

What's your verdict?