I hate having to admit that I put faith in someone that didn’t deserve a second thought. Had I known who she really was I would’ve never given her a nanosecond of my time, kindness, trust, love, compassion, or anything else that provides nourishment needed to heal, grow, or give comfort.
I am determined to heal with no assistance from hate, or revenge.
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Me 53m was cheated on by soon to be ex 43f
She finally admitted she cheated. I acted upset but was actually happy because we were engaged and she is not marriage material. Looks, home care, background, etc. I’m happy being friends that live together or partners. We moved all the way to Colorado from Wisconsin before I found out. I’m in a bad position because she makes the money. I’m working part time now because I lost my CDL. I don’t hate her but I have zero attraction to her after the last time. She is already not an attractive woman, then u add the cheating part and 🤮🤮🤮. Funny thing is that I do still enjoy her company and she is compatible and easy going. She’s funny and smart. But she’s a bust down fuck anyone including family members (cousins), strangers, you name it.
It’s really too bad because I used to really love her before I knew how deceitful she is. I do still like her as a friend, but she truly thinks I am gonna stay with her nasty disgusting butt. I wish I could have her personality only 😂
My now live in situationship is the most deceitful slut I know. She really thought she was fooling me with her lies. She has a pretty good personality but she is a disgustingly gross sex hungry disgrace. I used to think she was so promiscuous because of her crack addiction. I went to rehab for mine and it only took her 4 days before she was picked up by a stranger and had sex for free. She is now 8 months clean thanks to me. The stay in rehab helped me and I helped her get clean. We should be happy these days but I am completely turned off by her and refuse to engage in sexual activity since I was able to prove she cheated. Since she pays for everything I am still here. But I have a hard time pretending to be in love with her when I actually only like her as a friend. I have to get up the courage to leave but I weirdly don’t want to see her hurt and turn back to crack again. I really don’t know what to do. I’m hoping we can just be friends but I know that will never work. Most days I can’t even stand to look at her ugly face. But still I don’t want her to be messed up either.
I know this sounds weird and is poorly written but I really had to vent.
Thanks Reddit
Me and my ex now best friend are dying for Saturday’s show at the Paramount 👍🏾