u/Lambs-First_Jump

it was my dad, he was abusive as is and threatened to k-ll me daily.

anyway idk if it was grooming but he was a fucking creep. looking at me naked, talking sexual to me, touching my ass, and stealing my underwear once or twice.

i hated it. he was an asshole and only kept me from running away by giving me money and letting me skip school

not to mention he was friends with a pdf file

edit: please don’t vent or anything here i just want advice

I’ve been a victim of grooming a handful of times. but the one I’ve been stuck in for an out a year is the worst. he’s reported, he’s being dealt with, I’m trying to get out, but I feel guilty.

i feel like i actually loved him. I feel like he cared for once.

i know my mental health is horrible, I know I struggle with a lot, I know I can barely take care of myself.

but he talked about one take moving to live with me and take care of me, to protect me. and it felt like he actually would.

i just wanna be loved whenever I get bad and he’s the only one I’ve wanted to go back to. it’s so hard to keep away from him but it’s working.

its even worse that on my last throwaway, anytime I vented on here some groomer would dm me and make me worse.

hi!! I’ve been a little for only a year but heres some tips I’ve discovered since then(о´∀`о)

1. Do any big task before hand, like cleaning or taking care of a pet, since it is a lot harder when big
2. Prep for being little, like getting snacks and activities ready so you don’t have to do them when you’re already little
3. this is just for me, but I always prefer showering right before regressing bc i have issues with feeling dirty(*´-`)
4. avoid big kid stuff!! I avoid my phone and have a separate screen page thing for regressing on my tablet!!
5. have fun and try to stay comfy^^

I was regressing and watching stampycat to calm down and I was about to take a lil nap but my dad came in and told me im moving to a new apartment

which made me sad cuz he ruined my happi mood and he knows i don’t like moving at all and I even just redecorated my room to be cute!!:(

hi!! I’ve been a little for only a year but heres some tips I’ve discovered since then(о´∀`о)

1. Do any big task before hand, like cleaning or taking care of a pet, since it is a lot harder when big

2. Prep for being little, like getting snacks and activities ready so you don’t have to do them when you’re already little

3. this is just for me, but I always prefer showering right before regressing bc i have issues with feeling dirty(*´-`)

4. avoid big kid stuff!! I avoid my phone and have a separate screen page thing for regressing on my tablet!!

5. have fun and try to stay comfy^^

I don’t like being so quie, big and little (but mainly little), i either make noises or have to force myself to talk and get sad:(

i dont like talking loud for a lot of the time but is so so embarrassin!!

my rooms so so messy because big me is fixing the desk in it so everything lost it’s home and it’s all over the place!!

big me is super sad so it’s hard to clean but it’s makes regressing harder cuz everything’s out of my place and I don’t like stuffs changing!!

Since cutecore kinda turned into a HUGEEEE umbrella term, what’s everyone’s opinions on the more white and pastel side of thing?

For me I don’t mind any cutecore unless it’s nsfw bc then I just don’t like most things.

I love pastel colors and star for my style, strawberries are so nice and cute but I also just like yellow a lot ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡

I luv playing games on mobile but I can’t find any dat dont have big big big pay walls!!

currently I have some Roblox games (my prefer is private adopt me servers and moo), starlight, and home decor:]

im on android so i cants use Apple stuff

my parents monitor what I buy so I can’t straight up get pacis, unless I take the buss and buy baby pacis with cash ~,~

I have a growing up brother who doesn’t use sippy cups anymore so I have free range of those, but I’d like more stuffs like pacis and toys

I know it’ll get better, but I’ve been mistreated a lot in little space and it’s made most regressions impure and put me back into a sad spot.

even the people I trusted, spoke to, and let be my caregivers would yell at me, talk about them commiting, or talk sexually even if I said I’m in little space.

no one around me cares about my regression, my mother knows but she just thinks it’s weird and tells me to have normal interests.

i rarely even get the time to regress and for the most part it’s never enough time to cope with bad feelings.