Every little thing
Ive been with my boyfriend for a 1.5 years.. He brought up I get angry over everything and I came to realize its true. Today I made food like I typically do, I never have a problem making food. I made enough for eating today and lunches tomorrow for work; since he works 12 hours a day and I work 8 on weekends he gets the bigger portion<also since he eats alot> i had made beans, rice, egg and chicken. He kept picking at the chicken after I finished cooking it, I didnt mind the first strip he took, oh well, but he tried going for a second, ended up taking half anyway. I just kept emphasizing that its for tomorrow as well, I had all the portions planned out. I made his 2 eggs and I made mine <only 1 since it was the last in the carton> he finished his first egg because I was upset about him asking to take food from his lunch for tomorrow. I kept saying no when he joked about eating the egg I made for myself. I turn away for a moment and I notice him take maybe just 5% of the egg, just ripped a little piece off and quick ate it. I just got so.. angry for a moment. Now we're both upset at eachother.
I havent been giving him the amount of food he wants because he hasn't been buying food, we go to town once every 2 weeks when he gets paid to get food but all we buy is a single bag of beans and rice and 2 18 count eggs, including 2 packs of chicken strips<uncooked chicken, its a stip from the leg.> I put 5 in his lunch, giving him an extra that would've been my own.
After the argument I went into the room, I was upset again after I noticed he moved my katana I had in the corner, the only one I own that costed me almost 200.. an argument all over again after he hadnt put it back..
Ive always been like this, but I didnt realize how much I did this.. I feel like such an a$$....