u/Level-Race5792

Please dont read this if ur not extremely religious as i dont want to be the reason smone isnt muslim as i still truly believe Islam at heart

Continue to read this if u are a scholar

I am starting to loose faith becs my parents forced me to wear the hijabb and i cant take it off

And i seriously cant understand why i would need to be a hijabi when the temperature outside is 50 degree celisus

Whenever i got outside i cant stop sweating + perfume is haram for some reason so i also cant put it on

I find it really weird that a person that sprays perfume goes to hell a place filled with murders and rapists

2. there is a hadith abt a woman who didnt see her dying father becs her husband ordered her to stay home before going to war, and after her dad died all his sins were forgiven becs she didnt go but isnt islam based on the PERSONS actions and not any other person( for example here is the daughter )

3. also there is a hadith abt the prophets wife drinking his pee???

Im in both the spring 2027 waitlist and fall 26 was wondering if anyone got off the waitlist specifically for bio
if yes what do i do so i can also get off the waitlist

I got into LUC with a 36k scholarship and some very good need aid but im planning to go into another school since its 10k cheaper and then transfer to LUC but im worried i will have a less chance of getting a scholarship this big

Can anyone who transferred to luc tell me if they got a good scholarship

Just got better aid to LUM which is in Baltimore

For some reason i tried to hate luc becs i had to turn down uc davis offer becs it was too expensive

Now that i got into a school which is 10k cheaper than LUC , i feel attached to LUC and chicago in general especially becs it has a lot of muslims and a medical school

Wanted to now if it was worth the 10k

Since grade 9 i got the top of my class ,and in my summer vacation i studied a years worth of content so i can graduate in g11 ( worst idea ) i ended up missing alot of classes and had to spend my winter break and any break to catch up not to mention i have a lot of ecs . I could barely manage my time and ended up having shortness of breath, my hair thinning and always had acne. Now that i got accepted with a huge scholarship to loyola i decided to prioritize my mental health but now that i already took one exam and did so bad im extremely worried becs i was supposed to get an A* now im worried im going to get a C , i already sat that exam and worried sick that i will lose my scholarship becs i now my parents cant afford to pay for tuition

Was wondering if anyone else has been in my situation

Edit: for more context i think i spent a year off 3 hrs of sleep and not eating well becs i was convinced i should put that time to studying, and ofcourse i have no social skills or friends i felt really lonely the only time i went out was for ecs where i interacted with ppl younger than me

BUT when i prioritized my mental health i found my ppl and felt much better either ways i already sat my exam and ignored my studies now im worried ill lose that scholarship and didnt continue to work hard like i knew i should

Please read this and give me ur honest opinion

When i get waitlisted to LMU i was honestly extremely devasted and i committed to LUC instead i didnt want to keep waiting on LMU + LMU is extremely expensive so i didnt know what aid ill get

I kept trying to convince myself that i hate cali( i actually love it ) and chose to accept that ill go to LUC and honestly also loved chiacgo its also a big city with many muslims so i wont feel isolated

Also luc has a medical school

Rn idk what to do i already submitted my housing contract to luc

I think i love both unis now that i got off the waitlist idk which uni to choose

I heard awful things abt pre med ad lic and barely heard anyone complain abt pre med at lmu

if any (pre med) student at any uni tell me the pros and cons i will be EXTREMELY grateful

just got off the waitlist and was wondering when I will be notified with aid or any scholarships

I just got off the lmu waitlist but i already paid my deposit and housing contract for Luc .
Is there any way I can commit to lmu now?