The Locket - Part 2
Three months passed in a blur after the agency promoted Beth to Group Account Director. The new role doubled her workload, burying her under late nights, endless reports, and constant client travel-- but the payoff and salary would make it all worth it. She wore the turquoise locket every single day like a lucky charm.
At first, she barely paid attention to how worn out she was getting. She was skipping meals and surviving on way too much coffee. Almost every morning, she woke up with a strange metallic taste in her mouth.
By six months, the constant exhaustion dragged her down, and the brain fog was getting harder to ignore. Reports that should have been simple took three readings to make sense of. It took her more time to create presentations as well. She started losing her train of thought mid-sentence during client calls. She blamed it all on burnout. She tried to handle it logically--forcing down real meals, swapping afternoon coffee for water, and promising herself eight hours of sleep. For a little while, she actually felt better.
Then came the morning she stood in the mirror adjusting her turquoise necklace, her packed bags on the floor, readying to leave for a presentation in Philly. Greg walked up behind her, pressing a kiss against her cheek. "Beth darling," he said softly, wrapping his arms around her waist. "I love you, but I'm worried-- the travel, the late nights...this job is wearing you down. You look exhausted and I hate eating alone. I miss having you around more in the evenings. Maybe it's time to see a doctor?"
Beth placed her hands lovingly over his, "Don't worry honey," she said, squeezing his fingers. "I know the hours are brutal right now, but it'll all be worth it. We can finally put that down payment on a house by the end of the year and get out of this cramped apartment. Things will ease up once the quarter ends, and I'll take some time off for us to spend together. I promise."
He let it go with a quiet sigh, but as she grabbed her bags, she knew he was right--a checkup wouldn't hurt. But there was no time now, Philly was calling. She got on the plane and landed, finally making it to her hotel room exhausted. The next morning while she was standing offstage in the hall, her pulse hammered in her ears. As her name was called, she stepped up to the podium and gripped its wooden edges. The room took a sickening tilt, the lights blurred, and she felt suddenly weak as if her legs would collapse underneath her. A cold sweat broke out on her forehead.
Just get through it, she told herself. She skipped the elaborate opening she had prepared and instead stripped the presentation down to its bare bones, talking fast, and keeping her eyes fixed on a single spot to stop the floor from spinning. The moment she finished, she barely waited for the applause before slipping off the stage and heading straight back to her hotel room.
The flight home from Philly was a blur of exhaustion and worry. She finally made that phone call to her doctor and underwent a battery of tests. She wanted an answer--a simple diagnosis, a prescription, anything to prove that the terrifying dizzy spell she had on stage and the suffocating fatigue and nausea weren't just in her head. She had to stop ignoring the way she was feeling--it wasn't just work stress, something was wrong, terribly wrong.
She went into the bedroom and stood in front of the full-length mirror, looking at a reflection that barely felt like hers anymore. No amount of concealer could hide the dark circles under her eyes. She looked washed out, visibly thinner, and her brush was catching way more hair than usual. Even her clothes were telling her the truth; her blouses draped off her shoulders, and her skirts were suddenly loose at the waistband.
Now, sitting at her kitchen table, she stared at the phone resting beside her untouched coffee. When it finally rang, her heart leaped into her throat. She snatched the phone up on the second ring. "Hello?"
"Beth, it's Dr. Miller," the voice on the line was calm. "I'm calling with the results of the tests we did. "Honestly, everything came back completely normal," he said. "Your blood work, thyroid, iron levels--they're all within normal limits. On paper, you're the picture of health."
A heavy silence settled in her. His words offered her no relief, only a creeping dread.