u/Limp_Satisfaction303

I (24f) had a baby last year and from the moment he was born I have been worried something is gonna happen to him. The first two weeks i could not sleep and not because of him crying, he was a good baby rarely cried, it was because i was/am terrified (SID) so I would sleep for two to three hours and my husband or my mom would have to watch him while I slept and i mean watch him and/or hold him make sure he is breathing. Well after the first two to three weeks I finally set up the eufy sock to my phone and was able to sleep but still im so terrified im not staying up like I was but still need to monitor him and when I do wake up ill panic until I see or feel him breathe. So my question is, when will the panic stop? Will it ever stop? (A little extra context i do have and have always had anxiety naturally) He is 10 months old currently.

It's not exactly a wedding but a vow renewal for our 10 year anniversary. A little back story. We had a cute DIY ceremony at our local park where we spent most of our early dates just walking and talking It was a grassy hill that was used for overflow parking but it overlooked a few ponds and in my opinion was great but including food and the decor and dress (I literally DIY'd everything plus borrowed chairs from a local church) it costed maybe 2000$ max 2500$ my dress costed 800$ (my parent bought it) so thats saying something. Anywho we are having a vow renewal and my husband decided to have it at the beach and Ive been looking for a dress that fits that setting better than my a-line ball gown. I want something that is light and flowy and almost a body suit with a skirt but full length. I just need help and even if it doesn't suit this description I wanna see it. Anything beach wedding dresses.