u/LinMB

I’ve been manifesting my sp for about 3 months now. I’ve seen the signs and things that kinda do show SOMETHING is working … and some days I’m really locked in. I was super locked in until I saw a couple things that triggered me the other day (like him suddenly stopped viewing my stories after 2 months) but also, what really triggers me sometimes is seeing people’s failed stories…. Like I saw someone that was like “I did everything right, stopped checking for a year.. now he’s married with a kid) …. And it really makes me step back & start to feel crazy… because I see stories like that. It’s only been 3 months for me and I miss my sp like crazy. I can def feel his energy every day…. And manifesting him def keeps me hanging on… so I think I get really fearful when I see shit like that… I try to not let it consume me tho, I try to just let the fear come up then release it and get back to my knowing (which is getting easier ) but idk. It still kinda makes me wobble a good bit seeing stuff like that.

Can you guys share your experience with that? Like movement you didn’t know was happening until your so came back or something happened that proved it ? My sp stopped viewing my stories after I’ve been LOCKING tf in recently … I’m trying to tell my brain and self that all movement is movement … doesn’t mean it’s bad

So I’ve been manifesting my sp for a couple months now. He went no contact with me after admitting he was scared about how he felt.. but it was very sudden and random. He never stopped viewing my stories tho. Constantly views and checks in on everything. He doesn’t like anything but he’s there. Last few days he was viewing them rather quickly .. then all of a sudden .. yesterday and the night before (and today so far ) he has not looked. He just stopped looking… and recently I’ve been really staying in my knowing. I don’t look at his shit at all.. the other day after releasing a lot of emotions I just really locked in. I’ve been feeling calm and confident then now this??? I feel like it’s going backwards .. like yea maybe it got overwhelming or something all of a sudden, but I’m manifesting that he’s gonna break no contact. Now this looks like….. well what if he is choosing to not look to stay away. How do I flip this?? Or what does this mean?

I feel like Everytime I post on here no one actually has a legit story they can give me .. lol.. but anyways, I wanna know what some of you experienced before success landed with a manifestation … could be anything but currently I’m manifesting my sp…. I see a lot of people saying they felt calm, some people say they felt a lot of doubt and crashed out …

For me, I’m experiencing waves right now. I’ve really been working on self concept and just staying in my knowing. I’ve manifested things before so I know it all works and I there is this knowing that’s buried under my fog right now that stuff is always moving … but over an eek ago I crashed hard. Was crying a lot, releasing a lot and letting myself just feel… I was missing my sp a lot. It’s like I can really feel his energy sometimes. I get these strong feelings he wants to talk to me too and I just kept saying “this is a shift happening and I’m feeling it. It’s okay” then after a few days I bounced back. My knowing was clearer, just kept telling myself everything is moving and we are gonna talk soon and I’m choosing the timeline where it’s me and him.

Fast forward to yesterday, I’m once again getting a wave of heavy doubts, fucking depressed, missing him, crying … and even with all of this, it’s like the knowing is still there?? But there is also this like… feeling that something has really ended for now and it’s making the doubts worse. I’ve heard people say they have had big purges before things land so I wanna know others experiences.

I haven’t seen much movement. Other than the fact that he hasn’t stopped viewing my stories since he went no contact with me 2 months ago. He views everything and I’m sure he stalks my other socials. Couple weeks ago he had liked an older repost I had on my Instagram. I took that as some sort of movement … like maybe he was trying to get my attention… (because I don’t look at his stories at all) but he was the one who never responded to my last message 2 month ago so I don’t feel there is anything I need to do to give him a green light. He needs to come to me … It just gets harder as time goes on.

Idk why but my doubts and emotions have been screaming the last couple of days. I was seeing signs and feeling good and just relaxed about everything (minor wavering at times) but the last few days have been fucking rough. My sp is heavily on my mind (like I’m picking up on his energy) I miss him like crazy and seeing nothing but negative shit rn. I’ve been stumbling across negative manifestation shit on TikTok …. Saw someone say “we can’t manifest people back we aren’t in control . We aren’t the sole creator “ seeing shit like “there is something better “ kinda crap and how manifesting sp can cause psychosis” just all this shit that’s making me overthinking and question everything I’m doing rn trying to manifest my person back in . It’s like my knowing and belief is still there but fuck I’m struggling in the moment

Anyone manifested a sp that felt the circumstances were impossible? Like maybe they told you the worst ? Told you they weren’t ready for you? Or something else was in the way? Can I hear your stories??? I’m having a really hard day. Me and my sp haven’t spoken in almost 2 months… but he literally watches everything I post and it’s driving me insane. I miss him so much and I’m ready for us to talk again.