u/LividAd7042

What drives you to keep going? ✨

I love you ❤️ we all die, might as well love one another… love never dies, so love one another. Forgive one another. You are loved and wonderful. Never forget that. You matter. Feel free to leave a comment. Have a good day!

Like even if I’m momentarily happy, I’m really not. It’s so much harder to feel good than it is to feel a void of emptiness. I can’t shake this feeling, it’s as if it’s always there showing its ugly face when it feels like coming out. When it’s dormant it’s still there, just like airing for the right moment to make me hurt again. It’s like no matter what I do, say, think it’s attacking me. It’s as if I have to bear it and take it because despite my efforts to reduce that feeling it grows bigger each time and there’s times when I’m able to fight it and make it less apparent but it’s very persistent and a big bully.