u/Lolosuser

ادعم ان ما يكون للعرب حرية اذا كانت تمثل هالcommunity المعفن ؛ تطبيع للشهوات الجنسية و العنصرية والكراهية.

Ive been through many things that crushed me, but one event… no one stood up for me or defended me, n that person is living their life proudly.
This one experience traumatized me as hell. It came from one of the closest pep to me when i was under 18. I had no one to talk to about it, so i kept it as a secret. Over time, it turned into my deepest wound.
Theres literally nothing that made me continue my life except faith.
1- Accept what happened to you (الرضا بقضاء الله وقدره)
2- Having faith in يوم الحساب
3- N that Allah hasnt failed me like my ppl…. The first time i complained about it to Allah, was so crushed. I prayed for one thing to happen to that person…. Weeks later, it happened to him ❤️. While ppl were crying for him n visiting him, i was elated. I’ve never felt this relief before exactly what i prayed for happened.
Cuz if u have been through that thing, the only freaking way that could heal u was getting justice. Here, no one would believe me or stand up for me… but Allah.

ضغطت نفسي وتعبت الترم الي فات وصيفي وعديت ٣ مواد كنت متاخره فيهم🗽

Crushed because I couldn’t defend myself. This thought is following me more than anything. I wish I could give myself excuses as much as I give others.

I feel it’s impossible to get over it , n how did u find the courage to talk about it to somebody?

I feel it’s impossible to get over it , n how did u find the courage to talk about it to somebody?

Im so so sick of trying to have 4.5+ gpa, it’s literally draining me af. Even the years courses r getting harder.
I mean all courses need practice n time. I never thought it’d be smth I’d run from. It’s my 4th year n each semester I’m about to drop out. N isn’t really about memorizing, it’s more about understanding n dealing with complicated ideas, i feel it’s impossible in major…