u/Lopsided_Ad1

It all started at our strict Catholic private school in the first year of elementary school when I got inspired by her art and started drawing her till I reached the age of 18 and I still do art and am very passionate about it

The way everything she did made me look up to her

I wanted her in ways no one could understand

I felt like I wanted to share all my life with her and only her

Till we were in middle school we got too close to each other

We were so openly vulnerable

She even told me she wanted to spend the rest of her life with me

She took a whole night talking with me about the plans she made for the future us

It may seem all fun and games but to me it meant the world

I found myself replaying all the voice msgs she sends me even when we are talking about normal and unnecessary subjects

I just wanted her voice ingraved in my mind

Now we graduated highschool together

We even got the same score

And today she just told me that uni is literally in the same building as mine

It feels like even if our ways separate we'd always reach a meeting point in the end

I feel it so deeply and I don't think she feels the same

I've been living with this thought for 13 years now

Anyways I can't wait for university with her!!

I hope my feelings won't go any deeper😅

I GOT ACCEPTED

اوقات بحس ريديت بيقلب فيس بوك

Waiting fo نتيجه المرحله التانيه feels so shity

Being abandoned every single time feels sickening

لقيت دي

Whenever I look at her eyes my head plays futile devices -by Sufjan Stevens

Listing to girly pop music with redditing is the best thing ever

جبت %87.66 علمي علوم

Hey I think I'm Gay and inlove with my Childhood Girl bff