It's hard to explain to everyone that today I don't have energy to hide my pain from you. Everyday I go through a lot of pain and a lot of stress but still I choose to keep it to myself and try harder. But now I am tired, I just want to be at peace even if it means to rest in peace.
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I have tried my best, my very best to
achieve at least something in academics, but no matter how hard I try, how much I study.I just can't score good marks I
always end up failing. I know how the Machine works, the working, everything but when I write it in exams, the result
breaks me apart. I don't want to continue
it, my nightmares are getting worse, I want to write stories and not only write them but bring them to real life, make
videos, I want to be a writer and director.
But my sister who I thought will
understand it and support me thinks I
need to go to a psychiatrist, my girlfriend who I thought at least she'll understand this, she'll understand me, she'll listen to me. But no she has done the same thing.I know it's hard to keep creating stories but here is the thing I can create stories from literally anything, I have written 4 stories.All 4 of them are unigue. Nobody has ever made stories like mine. I am confident that I can achieve everything in this but the pressure of academics, my people pushing me away, the thought of giving up on everything is taking over me. Any day from now I think I can give up on life.
I have tried my best, my very best to achieve at least something in academics, but no matter how hard I try, how much I study. I just can't score good marks I always end up failing. I know how the Machine works, the working, everything, but when I write it in exams, the result breaks me apart. I don't want to continue it, my nightmares are getting worse, I want to write stories and not only write them but bring them to real life, make videos, I want to be a writer and director. But my sister who I thought will understand it and support me thinks I need to go to a psychiatrist, my girlfriend who I thought at least she'll understand this, she'll understand me, she'll listen to me. But no she has done the same thing. I know it's hard to keep creating stories but here is the thing I can create stories from literally anything, I have written 4 stories. All 4 of them are unique. Nobody has ever made stories like mine. I am confident that I can achieve everything in this but the pressure of academics, my people pushing me away, the thought of giving up on everything is taking over me. Any day from now I think I can give up on life.
Why can't people understand me. I always understand their situation their problems but I am also a human I want to be understood too. I thought my girlfriend would understand me if I told her that I am not okay, but no she doesn't want to know she just wants to be understood she doesn't want to understand me. Now who I talk to, who do I tell that I am not okay my mind is killing me my thoughts are out of control, it's really hard for me to see the difference between reality and my imagination. I can't tell my mom she'll be stressed, my sister thinks I am acting and doing some kind of drama to get sympathy my girlfriend doesn't want to listen. Now where I go who do I talk to. I am not okay I need help.