u/LowButterscotch4735

I [26F] recently found out I’m pregnant for the first time and have already scheduled a telehealth appointment for an abortion, And I’m so scared. I know I can’t keep it due to financial reasons and I just ended things with my boyfriend (for consent reasons). Keeping it under those circumstances would be even more scary. This is my first pregnancy and I’m so nervous. I feel a whirlwind of emotions currently and I don’t know what to expect or even how to feel. I chose the pill option and reading some stories on here make me even more nervous and that I’m making a mistake choosing this option instead of the other. It’s all really unexpected and I’m not sure I can call off work if the pain is too bad. Any advice or reassurance helps. 😔

Gonna be short. Me and my boyfriend have been together roughly two months and things are getting strange. He does not like my pets which I told him I had before we became official, he was okay with it until he started coming over my place and feels disrespected because I let them on my bed. He also has been talking about starting a family with me which is too soon imo, but he also may potentially have a month old child which makes me feel uncomfortable. One night I wasn’t in the mood for sex and he says “so you’re gonna let me go to bed with a hard dick” which was weird and almost a red flag to me. Recently, I asked him to pull out and he did not and attempted to compare me feeling disrespected in that moment to him feeling disrespected because I let my pets on my bed. I wanted to leave and he tried preventing me from doing so which scared me. He apologized but I’m not sure if it was genuine an we discussed all these things but never came to a middle ground. I suggested a break he said “then we may as well just break up” so I’m sort of at a loss. He has great qualities and treats me good but I don’t know these things have me feeling uninterested in him. Idk what to do.

So I’ve been playing ranked recently (im gold 2 100sr from gold 3) but im playing on PS5. I just recently got my brothers old PC and am debating if I should switch to PC instead. Any thoughts?