u/Mackenzie301

I am convinced that.. GOD HATES ME! God despises me. Proof? Oh sure, he made me a girl and trapped me in a females body when I'm male! To make it even worse? He gave me Autism.. (With Undiagnosed ADHD symptoms) Even worse? He made me short! (Slightly under 5'0) AND he made me look horrendous. I am convinced he put some sort of curse on me.. I hate my body and my life with it. I'd do anything to be a boy. (Teen FtM here)

I'M CRYING AN ABUNDANCE IN THE INSIDE RIGHT NOW! I WAS BORN FEMALE! I DESPERATELY WANT TO BE MALE! I HATE BEING DESCRIBED AS SHE AND HER. NOTHING CAN DESCRIBE HOW MUCH I WANT TO BE MALE SO BAD! WHY DOES MY BODY HATE ME SO MUCH! I HATE EVERYTHING! FUCK TALKING TO OTHER PEOPLE! I WANT TO FUCKING DISAPPEAR!

Hey so sorry, I did not know where to post so I decided to post here. I'm sorry. Will individuals understand me at all? Like I'm having a hard time to understand myself at all. I'm otherkin and a therian but people don't seem to understand me**.** I am very much fictionkin, otherkin, plantkin, and objectkin but I'm having a hard time understanding who I really am. I understand what I am but nobody seems to understand me. I'm sorry if this is confusing and all but everytime I say something to them they keep telling me I'm human and that causes me Species Dysphoria. Do you all deal with this too? When I ask others they think I'm weird or it's just a temporary phase. Yes the character in my profile is one of the characters who I identify as. I go by many names. Mostly the ones who align with my fictionkins. (No I am not a young child) You can call me any of the below (He/Him/His/It/Its only)

\- Mackenzie (Bluey): My main one

\- Snickers (Bluey): Also my main one.

\- Shadow Milk Cookie (CRK): My last main one.

\- Finn (Dandy's World): I know what's going on with the creator but I still deeply identify as him

\- Glisten (Dandy's World: Same with Finn

\- Rusty (Bluey)

\- Jack (Bluey)

\- Espresso Cookie (CRK)

I (FTM) started talking about gay men but then she (I won't say who for personal reasons) told me that gay men are wrong and men should love women. Now I felt upset because I was a gay man but she just didn't know it yet and if I told her that then I'm afraid she'll get mad at me. She also thinks I'm cis and straight.

Hey so sorry, I did not know where to post so I decided to post here. I'm sorry. Will individuals understand me at all? Like I'm having a hard time to understand myself at all. I'm otherkin and a therian but people don't seem to understand me**.** I am very much fictionkin, otherkin, plantkin, and objectkin but I'm having a hard time understanding who I really am. I understand what I am but nobody seems to understand me. I'm sorry if this is confusing and all but everytime I say something to them they keep telling me I'm human and that causes me Species Dysphoria. Do you all deal with this too? When I ask others they think I'm weird or it's just a temporary phase. Yes the character in my profile is one of the characters who I identify as. I go by many names. Mostly the ones who align with my fictionkins. (No I am not a young child) You can call me any of the below (He/Him/His/It/Its only)

- Mackenzie (Bluey): My main one

- Snickers (Bluey): Also my main one.

- Shadow Milk Cookie (CRK): My last main one.

- Finn (Dandy's World): I know what's going on with the creator but I still deeply identify as him

- Glisten (Dandy's World: Same with Finn

- Rusty (Bluey)

- Jack (Bluey)

- Espresso Cookie (CRK)