I think my body is giving up??
For the past about 2 weeks I haven’t been doing anything I usually do and I think it’s taking a toll on my body and relationship with my girlfriend. For context: i 18M work a full time job at the moment, but work has been slow and I haven’t gone since 2 weeks ago. It’a not like I’m making the choice not to go, theres straight up no work for me at the moment. Me not going to work caused my dad to stop giving me my meds in the morning when I go.( I take meds for depression and anxiety and have been for almost 3 years now). I also stopped eating almost everything and now just imagining eating food and smelling it makes my stomach sick and my head nauseous. I lost 10 pounds over these 2 weeks aswell. My body has been cold even tho it’s usually 25-30c outside and in my room, I twitch and shake sometimes randomly. My emotions have felt blank and bland, weird thoughts off fucked up scenarios have been playing in my head( like different ways of me dying, losing my mind, trying to scare me, and stuff like that). More recent things are that my strength and energy are dropping, ive been short of breath a lot and my senses have been not as strong. Theres also just been a lot on my mind. The biggest thing is how my relationship is taking this.
This coming week I plan to start trying to do better like eating more, going to work, stuff like that.
I want some opinions from some of you guys and advice. Feel free to ask anything.