I found this little attachment from a car vacuum that I was using. Most funnels are way too big for how I use it. Just needed something big enough to cover the urethra. Plan to get a better system once I start modifying my ride.
I when I need to do a number 2 , I go to a gas station or planet fitness.
I was craving a PB&J, but ran out of bread lol. A couple of handful of the nuts a couple of tablespoons of the preserves. 7/10.
I just realized its much easier to use these wipes when you attach it to a bristle brush. The brush has bristles that will hold the wipe in place. These wipes dont tear easily and gets the job done. Both from the dollar tree.
What are some of your cleaning hacks?
Also, where's the "cleaning" flair? 🤣
This is your sign to go get you a cord organizing kit.
So I live and work in my car. I have a history of mental illness and chronic illness. I like doing rideshare because I genuinely enjoy driving and I can make my own schedule. This past weekend I was hit by a mack truck. It wasn't bad, though my car has significant body damage, and no one was hurt. Ive been resting these past few days. Today decided I wanted to drive. As soon as I got started driving I got nauseous, my head started hurting, and I got extremely tired. It was so sudden and weird. Has anyone experienced something similar?
Hear me out.
People always need a break from me. It is what it is. I can't control that. What i can control, is how I respond. The problem with me is that I have way to much love to give. It can be very overwhelming for people... especially with how I am. I have my own things going on, but I want to spend all of my free time with my person. So... if that person decides im too much for whatever reason, why should I suffer. Im just trying to love them in my own way.
Solution: get another partner 😂.
Why should I be alone and depressed for weeks months on end at the drop of a dime?
Has anyone with bpd found polyamory to be a good solution for them.
Sorry, but not interested in hearing from those "in remission."
It really doesnt take much to make me happy. This definitely made my day. This will last me a few months.
Good help is hard to come by.
Good people are even harder.
No one has the patience for you. They will take back a lying cheating, unregulated "normie," but because you are too open about your issues they will use every opportunity to use that against you. You are always the problem. They are never wrong. Simply because you've disclosed you have bpd.
Lie to everyone, or be alone.
The negative self talk is pretty bad.
Im living and working from my car and a mack truck side swiped me and did significant body damage today. technically I can still work food delivery, but now I cant drive lyft. Its so fucking stupid. Its like how the fuck did you even get here. Things feel like they keep getting worse, and all I can do is hate myself for putting myself in situation.
Just to realize no one wants you like that? 🙃
I sometimes wish I had a hoe phase. Is it too late? Im not sure i even believe in monogamy anymore. Even if I did, apparently im too much too handle, so why would I settle for one person who barely wants to see me. This disorder sucks. This past month has sucked, but life has been opening my eyes and showing me that I have been limiting myself. I refuse to have a favorite person ever again. The idea makes me want to vomit. I hate how I am when I really like some one. This post is all over the place, and so is my head. People really suck. I fucking suck as well.